u/Glorpina

Hellooo, I'm a rather lonely person, so I'm looking for a friend. I'm a lot more comfortable with other trans people.

So about me, I'm autistic, pre HRT, and my timezone is est. I really love video games, manga, and anime. More specifically, I love Persona/SMT (my special interest), Danganronpa, twewy, csm, gachiakuta, and a lot more. Feel free to ask me or share your own. I mostly play on ps vita and 3ds, so I have limited options for online play, although I also have a crappy laptop with some games like minecraft and terraria. I spend a lot of my time drawing, and I'm very passionate about art. Unfortunately, I'm unemployed, so I have quite a bit of free time to text and hopefully call.

As for fwb stuff, I'm good with it as long as you're a woman since I'm lesbian. (And obviously, we have to get along first, too.) Also, I'm not a dominant person, so don't expect that out of me, lol.

Please message me and introduce yourself. Thanks for reading

I just need a friend really. I'm pretty lonely. My interests are video games, manga, and anime. I like Persona, Danganronpa, CSM, gachiakuta, saiki, and a lot more so feel free to ask me and share your own. I'm autistic, pre hrt, and my timezone is est. I spend a lot of my time drawing, and I'm also unemployed unfortunately. I'd like to call while we play (I have a very limited selection of games) or while we just do our own things

FWB is only okay if you're a woman since I'm lesbian. I'm not dominant lol. Please message me and introduce yourself, thanks.

My father died yesterday, and I have no one to comfort me or talk through my complicated feelings with. I talked to my best friend about it, but she's online, and she doesn't know all of the things he's done or said to me. Nor can she provide the kind of comfort I seek, which is physical. I wish I had someone I could cry to while they hold me. I want someone to run their fingers through my hair and tell me that it's okay and that my feelings are valid. I want someone to hold me and tell me that it was okay for me to be upset at him for the horrible beliefs he held and the ways he treated me, but that it's also okay to mourn him and what could've been. I just want comfort, but I have no one.

My father died yesterday, and I only learned after his death that he was trying to improve himself. The night before he died, he said to his mom that all he wants now is to reconnect with his children and live in peace after leaving his ex (because he felt she was preventing him from connecting with us). I had no idea this stuff even happened. I stopped reaching out to him because he held such horrible beliefs and treated me poorly, but if I knew he was trying to get better, I would've given him the chance. No one told me, not even him. In his last text message to me, he said he loved me, and I didn't even respond. I had good reason to stop talking to him, so I'm not blaming myself, but I can't help but feel regret. I wish I knew he was trying to change. I wish I could've reconnected with him. I wish I had told him I loved him too. I wish I could've seen him change to be a better person and become a good father to me. I don't even know if anything would've changed. He could've still held those horrible beliefs he had before, but I'd like to think that he was willing to change them. But I can't have that opportunity now.

I don't want to feel this regret. It was his fault for saying those horrible things to me and treating me the ways he did. The thing that finally did it for me was that he got drunk at a family gathering and said that he wished all trans people were lined up in front of a bus and run over. I'm trans. (Although he didn't know that) But I can't help but regret. He could've become a better person. I fucking hate this.

I wish I had someone to hold me and comfort me during all of this, but I don't. I dont want to be alone

Apologies, as I've already posted about this today. If you didn't see that post, my father was emotionally abusive and bigoted, and he died last night.

It's been around 12 hours since I've learned of my father's death, and yet I still haven't cried. I know I should be kind to myself and understanding, but I can't help but feel... wrong? for not crying. I've been getting sadder as time goes on, having sudden flashes of the realization that my father truly is gone, but I'm just not as affected as everyone else, and it feels weird. My siblings were clearly very distraught by this and are trying to get closer with me as a result. One of them sent me this heartfelt message about how they're sorry I wasnt able to recieve the same care from him that they did and how sorry they are that I wasn't able to be close with my siblings like I deserve to be. It feels like they were truly mourning their father, but it's so different for me. I'm getting more upset at the fact that right as he was trying to get better, he died. We could've repaired our relationship, but that opportunity is gone. He can never apologize for the things he did. I can't see him become a better person.

I dunno. I just needed to talk about this some more. I have no one who can comfort me. No one in my life knows the things he did and the ways he acted towards me except for my best friend, but she's online. I'd like someone to hold me, but I have no one.

I literally just learned the news so it hasn't entirely sunk in yet but I feel so conflicted. The man was not a good person. He said the n word, he said trans people should all be killed, he threatened to call me slurs, he showed me porn when I was 7, he drunkenly berated me, he let me get SA'd in my sleep by my cousin, he was not good. I avoided him for a year plus at this point, but I just now learned that he left his girlfriend in an attempt to get closer with me and my siblings. It seemed like he was trying to get better.

Am I supposed to be sad? Would it be wrong if I wasn't? My siblings just called me and they were crying, but I'm not. I don't know what I'm supposed to feel right now.

I'm a rather lonely person, so I'd like another friend. I'm autistic, pre HRT, and my timezone is est. Some of my interests are SMT/Persona (my special interest), danganronpa, twewy, csm, gachiakuta, and a lot more. I mostly play on my ps vita and 3ds, but I have a low-end laptop as well. I also spend a lot of my time drawing (I have a lot of time to do so since I'm unemployed, unfortunately. Although I'd like art to be my job anyways.)

I suppose I'm looking for someone who'd be interested in calling. My best and really only friend hasn't been available to call in months, so I'm in need of verbal social interaction lol. Not sure how often I'd wanna call since that stuff just depends on how we get along. I'd like to call while we do our own stuff separately or play games together.

FWB is okay as well, but only if we are friends for some time and you're a woman as I'm lesbian.

Please message me if you like any of my interests or think we could get along

I'm a pretty lonely person, so I'm looking for another friend. I'm autistic, pre HRT, and my timezone is est. Some of my interests are SMT/Persona (my special interest), danganronpa, twewy, csm, gachiakuta, and a lot more. I really connect with people through the media we like. I only really play on ps vita and 3ds, so if we ever play online, all I really have is pretendo and a few games that can run on my crappy laptop. I also spend a lot of my time drawing (I have a lot of time to do so since I'm unemployed, unfortunately. Although I'd like art to be my job anyways.)

I guess I'm looking for a friend who would be available to call? I dunno how much I'd want to call, I can't judge my social battery too well. My best and really only friend hasn't been available to call in months, so it's been a while. I'd like to call while we do our own things separately. I think it would help me focus on my art as well.

Anyways, a fwb situation is probably okay as well, I suppose, but only if you're a woman as I'm lesbian lol.

Please message me if you're no older than... uhh, 21, I guess, and like any of my interests (especially SMT/Persona!!!) or think we could get along. And please send an actual introduction.

This post is rather long...

I'm a pretty lonely person, so I'm looking for another friend. I'm autistic, pre HRT, and my timezone is est. My main interests are video games, manga/anime, and art. More specifically, SMT/Persona (my special interest), danganronpa, twewy, csm, gachiakuta, and a lot more. I only really play on ps vita and 3ds so if we ever play online, all I really have is pretendo, a few games that can run on my crappy laptop, and whatever vita games still have online functionality. I also spend a lot of my time drawing (I have a lot of free time since I'm unemployed, unfortunately)

Anyways, a fwb situation is probably okay as well, I suppose, but only if you're a woman as I'm lesbian lol.

Please message me or comment if you share any of my interests or think we could get along. And please don't be too much older than me... I don't feel comfortable messaging someone who's 24, for example.

(I'm in EST) Greetings! I'd like to be friends with a fellow trans woman! Allow me to introduce myself...

I am pre HRT, autistic, and my special interests are the Persona series and art! Persona 3 (FES) is my absolute favorite piece of media ever. I am not so much into the history of art, but rather, making it myself. I have a deep passion for art (literally Yusuke). Although I am rather secretive when it comes to my art, so don't expect to see much of it... Aside from Persona, I also like mainline SMT, Danganronpa, and TWEWY! As for media other than video games, I like Gachiakuta, CSM, and uhhh... Well, slap my ass and call me Mildred, I can't seem to think of anything! (Fucking Mildred?) Please tell me if you also like any of these series, especially Persona!!! I will struggle to be friends if you do not like any.

I suppose I am fine with sexual stuff, but I ask that you be friends with me before getting into any of that. And don't expect anything dominant out of me.

Also, just to get some embarrassing stuff out of the way, I don't have a job, nor can I drive. Autism makes getting a normal job hard, so I'm hoping to make any amount of money off my art. Anyways I'm posting here cause I've grown too used to being lonely and want to stop that before it gets any worse. So if you're lonely too and/or like those series, please dm me or comment! (Won't reply immediately as it is late and I must sleep.)

I haven't had an irl friend in years, and even when I did, I rarely saw them. The max was like twice a year. I was also emotionally abused and treated horribly by quite a few of the people I talked to online. So I'm sure there's more affecting me than just that loneliness, but I feel like loneliness has changed the way I think.

I do have a friend, a best friend, and we're really close, but she's my only friend. We haven't called in months cause she's exhausted from her job or getting dragged around by her family. And yet despite that, I feel exhausted at the mere thought of talking to other people. I don't understand why. I feel the occasional wave of loneliness or the desire to connect with another person, so I know I want something. But the rest of the time, it feels so tiring even just imagining it. It's like my mind has grown completely accustomed to having so few friends.

It also almost feels wrong? for me to want friends. Like last year, I was desperate for anyone to talk to me, and now that I found someone, she's not enough? I don't know if it's even worth it to try to find another person to talk to.

Edit: I really hate that I'm so used to living like this and I dont want to let myself keep getting worse, so I think I'm gonna try meeting someone new. Wish me luck.

Edit again: Nvm, forgot I have no idea how to make friends lol