u/Glum-Willingness3513

A bit of context, this is the 2nd time I am manifesting my SP. When I did it last time, it was 6 months of NC, and then I went 21 days all in, although the 3D seemed impossible. Maybe unknowingly, I entered the state where I was too busy even to check the phone; I never had any negative thoughts about SP, and I did not even want results. I was enjoying me buing busy and doing the techniques. It came out of good vibes. And SP came back in impossible terms. I was not even manifesting to be in the same city, and somehow everything clicked, and 6 months post manifesting, SP things got in NC again

But this time things are different, I am in the same city, so I have hopes, and I have been in 2 months now in nc. I do my techniques to be in the state, and I enjoy this as a ritual of mine. But somehow, I am not able to overcome my expectation of this unfolding in 3D, and I have flashes of the past where I start arguing with SP in my mind or see them with 3P in my head (although nothing like this is true). Can someone help me with how to embody the state where I see no 3P in my imagination and stop arguing with them? How do I go on a strict Mental Diet? Why is it not coming naturally this time?

Let's start with a small affirmation that we repeat for 10k times and come back here when we reach 3k, 5k,7k, and finally 10k?

Any short affirmation ideas? Let me first check what the shortest affirmation ideas are, then we can finalize on one, and we all do the same one. Let's throw some ideas here, and then I will edit this post to start the challenge. Let's keep it only for self-concept; in this way, we will be less attached to a specific outcome and more open to what happens when we affirm for Self Concept. If you are in and have some short affirmations, I'd love to hear them before starting the challenge.

Hi, I am new to learning Dutch, and if I have to give exams to prove my proficiency, where can I give them, and at what levels do they start?

Sharing from an observation: How would I know if I want to have a specific desire; is it right/good for me v/s being open to other experiences by surrender? No doubt manifesting specific things work; but how do we know it is good for us? I always get what I want, job/person/desires, but then why is it I dont feel happy/content after getting it and then I can not keep it? So my question is, how do we know what we want is best for us? Or is it nice to surrender for what is best for us? Posting this to open discussion on desire for specific thing v/s surrender