u/Grouch2180

I hate my body and I hate this fucking life. I hate myself. I want people to love me and care for me but I don't think I'm worthy of it. I feel like I'm stuck in this body that I fucking hate ever since I've been aware of how I look and how people treat other people based on their looks. People act like looks are not important but most of them judge people based on their looks daily. I was always scared to interact with people because whenever I interacted with people they would usually make fun of me, ignore me, disclude me, because of this I would hide in the corner hoping that nobody would see me.

I was always scared to go outside since this world is dangerous and evil and that I'm scared that people would make fun of me. I'm scared that I will always feel this way. I actually find the earth beautiful and I love having fun with people but I find life to be cruel and unfair and eviI. I just wish that life didn't sucked so hard.

I hate my body and I hate this fucking life. I hate myself. I want people to love me and care for me but I don't think I'm worthy of it. I feel like I'm stuck in this body that I fucking hate ever since I've been aware of how I look and how people treat other people based on their looks. People act like looks are not important but most of them judge people based on their looks daily. I was always scared to interact with people because whenever I interacted with people they would usually make fun of me, ignore me, disclude me, because of this I would hide in the corner hoping that nobody would see me.

I was always scared to go outside since this world is dangerous and evil and that I'm scared that people would make fun of me. I'm scared that I will always feel this way. I actually find the earth beautiful and I love having fun with people but I find life to be cruel and unfair and eviI. I just wish that life didn't sucked so hard.

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Whenever i use Instagram or TikTok I see so many people being mean and a bully for no reason other than being mean and being a bully.

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Whenever i use Instagram or TikTok I see so many people being mean and a bully for no reason other than being mean and being a bully.

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The default settings in life is suffering. When you don't eat you starve. When you don't drink you become thirsty. When you don't have anyone you feel lonely. When you don't move you become bored. When you don't sleep you become tired. When you don't protect yourself you die. When you don't fit in you get disclued. All i do in life is avoid suffering. I think about animals having to eat animals so they don't starve and the poor prey getting eaten alive, I think about the companies that benefits from slave labour, I think about the poor soldiers that fought to save their own country from exploitation, and enslavement and the soldiers who were forced to fought just because their leader wanted to be greedy and dominate, I think about the kids who were forced into broken homes just because 2 people decided to have sex and be selfish, I think about people having to live with physical or mental health conditions and I realize how unfair and cruel the world is. I hope there is a heaven because I don't want to live in a planet where the default setting is suffering.

Life sucks. Every day is the same. There’s nothing good in life; the only good things in life are the things we make up in our heads. I don’t have any friends. I have no self-confidence. I have anxiety issues. We’ve all been trapped in these bodies against our will, and we suffer because we’re forced to live in this body (which we didn’t choose) until we die. /depression