u/Guy_Carb0n

For about 3 months ive been off and on depressed and then really good but recently in the past three weeks the feeling hasnt left. I havent been feeling like myself or thinking like myself. I feel like im not in control and like a different person mentally. I want to know its not permanent when it feels like it is. Im trying to build self love but i dont like myself. Ive been hating my hobbies. Overthinking is affecting everything and even the people around me but im pink elephanting it. I feel alone everywhere and it seems nobody knows what to do. Im struggling to find a will. I want to know if i can be myself again at all when all of these feelings and thoughts feel so permanent. Im just so tired of this cycle

I stopped vilazodone a couple days ago because of the worsening anxiety and depression. I cold turkeyed it and started my lexapro again. Its been a couple days of not feeling like myself or weird is there a way to fix this? Im scared the feeling is permanent

I dont have any money for boxes, moms car is failing and rent is harsh and i need about 10 moving boxes if anyone is giving out. Much thanks.

If you state an opinion or just want a discussion people just assume youre not right in the head. You can disagree without fighting. This apps rep is so low and i get it now

Ive been having increased anxiety and depression but recently its got so much worse. I feel im losing myself that I and others liked. Feeling like my gf will break-up with me because Ive been weird and almost overthinking everything. I just want it to stop and feel content for a second. Ive tried asking for therapists and counsellors but its all wait lists for time i feel i dont have. What do I do?