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Kay thanks bye thanks bye thanks

I’m 15, a freshman soon to be sophomore, and it’s been about a year and I just got diagnosed a couple weeks ago. it’s been a really tough year, I am constantly in pain and upset and extremely exhausted, but despite my exhaustion I am constantly on edge and shaky, I don’t eat enough or get enough sleep and I keep slipping over and over on my health a little more and more yada yada basically everyone here shares this sentiment I know. Does it get any better? Id say I can’t go any longer but I know I can because I don’t really have any other choice, I just am really angry and am scared it’s just going to get worse and worse.

I don’t know if this is a separate medical issue but its just really hard to eat more than a full real meal, It feels like I’m going to vomit when I put a piece of food into my mouth. I dont take any medication (yet, I got diagnosed a couple days ago). If it adds to the context at all I’m still below 18 so I don’t really have any previous history of this or things that could really cause this and it’s just really frustrating because it feels like there’s nothing I can do except force food down my throat, I’ve lost 10 pounds in the past couple of months which isn’t a lot but I’m already pretty skinny and I don’t want to keep losing weight. Any suggestions on how to combat this? Do I just have to trudge through eating ? I know it’s such a nothing problem but I’m just irritated. I just don’t know what to do, I can’t really talk to my parent or my doctor.