u/Holiday-Tea7628

We want back from old Vuuuush:

RESEARCH, like shared documents with sources we all can use

We don’t want back:

Debates with online grifters and attention wh*res who just want their gotcha moments, who sound like a poor version of Ben Shapiro (literally Destiny during his debate with Vaush, it was impossible to listen to him) and wannabe conservative talking heads who need more followers on their Twitter accounts.

No one believes in anything, everyone is lying about their positions, every outrageous thing they say is a well-planned provocation which is only supposed to make to some stupid shorts, no one is doing research or is interested in deep philosophical or sociological ideas and they only flex in front of their audiences using words like “deontology” after reading about it for twenty minutes on Wikipedia. So there is no point in talking to online debate bros. It’s not 2019 anymore, debates are dead and so is any possibility of having a civil discussion with The Death Cult. Or liberals, because at this point we all should know that there are NO liberals anymore. Besides Vaush, obviously.

Halloj! Jag vill börja med att skriva att jag har en partner redan så jag är inte intresserad av någonting romantiskt. Jag är bi men trots de vanliga stereotypen så lever jag ändå i ett monogamt förhållande, så tack för det! Du kan vara kvinna, man, trans, definiera dig som något helt annat och vara i vilken ålder som helst så jag har många vänner som är både mycket yngre och äldre.

Hela min vänskapskrets består av folk jag jobbar med eller jobbade med tidigare och det börjar bli ganska tröttsamt. Jag älskar dem alltihopa men ibland vill man slippa en middag med folk om jobbet kommer vara det primära samtalsämnet. Det gör också att man träffar liknande ”typ” av människor hela tiden.

Så vem söker jag för lunchar, fika och olika typer av roliga aktiviteter?

Du kanske är, precis som jag, intresserad av det ockulta. Det kan vara ceremoniell magi, tarot eller något liknande.

Du kanske gillar politik samt snack om filosofi, historia och liknande saker; be aware dock, jag är anarkist och det kan vara för radikalt för många att hantera.

Jag älskar att prata om litteratur, film, teater, opera och allt som har med konst att göra. Vi kanske kan dra till museum tillsammans?

Jag är också intresserad av dataspel, brädspel, schack, Go, älskar absint, konstiga öl eller viner och resor.

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I'm feeling deeply lost in a way that I haven't been in a long time. I'm 30 yo and although I don't feel that my career has stagnated, it just doesn't feel right. I work in the financial sector being thankful for the stability and just an okay salary, but every cell of my body screams that it's not right. I like my analytical work but since being a kid I was drown to the creative side of things. I usually don't have time or energy to pursue arts in my free time and I'm afraid of throwing out the current stability of my life just to pursue something that may just not be right for me.

At the same time in which I was thinking about a drastic change of my career path, I also went from being a born sceptic, someone who wants empirical knowledge, with trust in the scientific method and no respect for the metaphysical, to someone who for the last two years is constantly looking for the new information on the occult. I'm listening and reading anything I can, I pursue meditation techniques, I try different ceremonies and currently I want to test myself in the ''psychic'' side of things, working with energy and Tarot. This is a profound change for me that has shaken my worldview, my interests, my free time and even my future plans. Somehow I feel that pursuing the occult knowledge may be the catalyst for feeling that my current life path is wrong. I just don't know that much about astrology to find our if there is something weird in my chart, especially something showing this great life changes.

I want to know this because this is not the first time something like this is happening. I have once went through a drastic process of re-evaluation of everything. In a short period of time, I've distanced myself from almost any of my previous ideas and thoughts, I've accepted my deeply hidden sexual preferences quite late in life and tried to change almost anything about my personality, which I really didn't like at that point.

This is a second time I feel that everything I've done to this point is no longer serving me, that it's not right and it doesn't represent my as a person. I also struggle with an addiction and I have always had some underlying health problems, mostly stomach-based, that weren't properly diagnosed. And for some reason I feel that not being on the right path may make all those problems even bigger because I don't have energy or motivation to properly take care of myself and change some of my routines. I've been feeling tired for around three years now, deeply physically and psychology tired and the only thing that makes me feel alive, besides of my relationship, is the occult.

I would like to know anything that feels weird about my chart because my current life and those last three decades definitely felt weird at many points...

There is this weird thing happening only in Arma Reforger. All other games, no matter settings, work just fine on my Bazzite OS. I've recently played Cyberpunk and RD2 on high.

What happens in Arma is this weird black triangle on my screen that never dissapears. I've tried to change all the settings but it just makes things worse.

I insert screenshots of my settings and specs, if anything's missing please just ask, I really need help with this one!

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I swear I'm nice guys!! You just have to give me a chance and have anything interesting to say ;)

I'll be yapping about anime, David Graeber books, metaphysics and George Grosz. Ohh and Salvador Dali. Maybe some more surrealism. Then we'll eat lasagna, drink some pretentious IPA or sour beer and cuddle while watching Park Chan Wook movies. Not just The Handmaid. I may take a walk, sure, but I prefer physical activities of other kinds tbh. Travelling a lot so don't be shy if you're not from Sweden.

Interests:

Occult and esoterism

Literature

Politics

History

Gaming

Movies

Theater & opera

Arts

Problematic:

Very left-wing (anarchism may be the answer)

Weak spots:

Twinks but I don't discriminate anyone!

What I offer:

Intellectual stimulation that may evolve to stimulation of all kinds

Pics:

On demand

Age range:

Just don't be silly