u/Hot_Fact_9427

so my ex hooked up with a "friend form my ex-workspace" before wanting to visit me like in a week after. I knew that friend would visit her and she said that he wont sleep there. What happend he slapt there 2 Days and she fell in love with him and thats why she wanted to leave me after 2.6 Years. I still hope that shes coming back someday because we both wanted to keep our stuff from the relationship. Its been since the 1st of april that she broke up with me and i had been thinking about her since. At the 15th of May i finally came forth and blocked her on social media, everywhere. I gave her a letter that im sorry if i made her feel wierd or in discomfort but i want to see if she comes back to me even though i blocked her, she knows my adress or friends of me which can reach out to me and if she does that i want to get to know her again before i can trust her again

My Ex-Girlfriend broke up with me at the 1st of April and since then i still miss her even if im in another relationship. She was the first person i saw as a true love and she broke up with me because she suddenly had feelings for another guy which she knows because of me. I met up with her because i wanted to talk to her and give her a letter just to say goodbye and before leaving i kissed her (without holding her) and she only backed of after the 4th kiss, and i tried it a later time at the same day where she reacted the same way (still same day). I got blocked everywhere and besides me she didnt threw anything of our stuff away from our relationship. I mean i am able to stop or destroy their relationship due to knowing that she was actually hiding me to her new guy (that shes not single) while i was in the relationship with her. Yesterday while i was at my new Gf apartment while i kissed her everything started to make me remember. I told her that i dont regret anything but it just remembers me and that im trying to heal. Today while my Gf is at work i fully remembered everything i started crying, shouting at myself and having huge fights with my inner-self. Some hours later i blocked her by myself so that she cant reach me and i want to unblock her in 2 months. In the next day im meeting a old friend (her old ex way before me) of us with which she doesnt have contact anymore and we wanted to talk about how it ended and how i move on. I just want to ask for some advice over here

My Ex-Girlfriend broke up with me at the 1st of April and since then i still miss her even if im in another relationship. She was the first person i saw as a true love and she broke up with me because she suddenly had feelings for another guy which she knows because of me. I met up with her because i wanted to talk to her and give her a letter just to say goodbye and before leaving i kissed her (without holding her) and she only backed of after the 4th kiss, and i tried it a later time at the same day where she reacted the same way (still same day). I got blocked everywhere and besides me she didnt threw anything of our stuff away from our relationship. Yesterday while i was at my new Gf apartment while i kissed her everything started to make me remember. I told her that i dont regret anything but it just remmebers me and that im trying to heal. Today while my Gf is at work i fully remembered everything i started crying, shouting at myself and having huge fights with my inner-self. Some hours later i blocked her by myself so that she cant reach me and i want to unblock her in 2 months. In the next day im meeting a old friend (her old ex way before me) of us with which she doesnt have contact anymore and we wanted to talk about how it ended and how i move on. I just want to ask for some advice over here

My Ex-Girlfriend broke up with me at the 1st of April and since then i still miss her even if im in another relationship. She was the first person i saw as a true love and she broke up with me because she suddenly had feelings for another guy which she knows because of me. I met up with her because i wanted to talk to her and give her a letter just to say goodbye and before leaving i kissed her (without holding her) and she only backed of after the 4th kiss, and i tried it a later time at the same day where she reacted the same way (still same day). I got blocked everywhere and besides me she didnt threw anything of our stuff away from our relationship. Yesterday while i was at my new Gf apartment while i kissed her everything started to make me remember. I told her that i dont regret anything but it just remmebers me and that im trying to heal. Today while my Gf is at work i fully remembered everything i started crying, shouting at myself and having huge fights with my inner-self. Some hours later i blocked her by myself so that she cant reach me and i want to unblock her in 2 months. In the next day im meeting a old friend (her old ex way before me) of us with which she doesnt have contact anymore and we wanted to talk about how it ended and how i move on. I just want to ask for some advice over here