u/Hungry_Doughnut6268

any ideas or thoughts would be excellent

pls be kind

After I clicked the update button and tried to click the Bluebook app, nothing appeared. Is this happening on your devices too?

i am on a macbook btw

Basically, as the title says, my boyfriend and I love each other very much, and he has openly expressed that I have saved his life. He is going through a very dark time now ( has been for a long time), and I have helped him every step of the way, which he is thankful for. Yesterday, he recently said that he wants to break up with me, and this is what he said: I didn’t want to do this on your birthday yesterday, and I still don’t want to do it now, but I can’t keep going like this. Before I say anything else: you are not the problem, so don’t blame it on yourself. I’ve been distant recently, and it’s because I’ve been struggling and haven’t been honest about it. I don’t want to turn this into a vent, so I’ll keep it concise. My mental health hasn’t been in a place where I can be present with you the way you deserve. I know I’ve done things that have hurt you and hurt your relationship with your parents, and that’s weighed on me more than I’ve let on. I know the sacrifices you’ve made; I know how hard we both tried to make this work, but I know that if I kept this to myself, nothing good would come from it. I feel nothing but shame and guilt writing this, but this is the best option for both of us. I never wanted to hurt you, and now that I have, I know I have to stop it. I don’t mean any hard feelings by this; I’m not mad at you or upset.

I knew early on that I wasn’t ready for a relationship, and I’m sorry I strung you along. I can’t see my life clearly even a year out right now, and I don’t want to keep you waiting on someone who might not be able to give you what you need. In short, I knew I wasn’t ready for a relationship, and I still went through with it, stringing you along. I’m really sorry. Please don’t blame this on yourself; you are a great person, and it’s really a shame I’m learning this hard lesson now with you. I still will love you, but I don’t think I can be your- or anyone’s, for that matter- boyfriend anymore.

I love him very much and i know that he loves me but i dont want our relationship to end. I wish i could fix him i really wish i could. Im bawling my eyes out right now bc i JUST WISH THAT I COULD FIX HIM. I don't want mt relationship to end.

This is also what he said after he unblocked me : know how hard it is right now to have this happen. I unblock you because I can’t bear to think that you could be hurt by me. I love you, but I don’t have the strength to keep a relationship. This is my lesson to learn and I’m sorry I had to hurt you in the process of it. It kills me to know how much you sacrificed for this relationship; it kills me to know how much we both loved, but you and I have to move on. My life isn’t going in a direction that is sustainable with a relationship. I would not be happy in any relationship I’d be in, and I don’t think you can change that. I’m very, very sorry I led you on like this, and I really do hope you find someone who can treat you the way you deserve and the way you need. Your family was a small part of it. I don’t want you to hate me, but if it’s the only way you can cope, then go ahead. Just know, I will never hate you. I will never hate anyone as long as I live.

what i am asking is for any advice for people who are or were in the same situation with me and can tell me how to fix it.

So I heard that the June SAT was really hard and people did terribly on the actual test, but did well on the practice tests. I need to know your opinions on this because if the June SAT was hard and people ACTUALLY STUDIED, than im assuming that the August SAT will be hard.

Btw, this is the first time I'm taking the SAT.