When my bf and I have to go back to long distance after the depression stage is over I take good care of myself, eat well and try to lose weight cuz I wanna impress him when he sees me again lol. And then 1-2 weeks beforehand the stress of preparing for my bf to stay here or preparing to go to him again make me stress eat a lot, skip washing my skin and exfoliating and then I feel like a bum again lol.
I put it in three days ago and let it soak in warm water beforehand
I’m a VERY inexperienced runner and my little guy (over 2 years old) has only ran on a leash to get home faster when it started raining. Any advice on how to get started and how to see his limits?
I was thinking of doing run walk intervals but no idea how long.
edit: I didn’t choose my dog’s breed. My mom got him cuz she thought it would help give her routine cuz she’s got brain damage but ofc I’m the one who has to care for the dog. Don’t worry about him, he comes from a breeder who really cares for her dogs and he’s been well loved by both her and us his whole life. This is happy and healthy dog. Don’t come at me for his breed, I literally just wanted to get info on how to safely take him for a run 😭😭
So me (19) and my boyfriend (21) are long distance and see each other every couple months. We’ve been together for over a year and are very sexually active when together but when we’re apart I find it hard to reciprocate those feelings.
I told him this today after he expressed to me that he feels undesired.
“I’m sorry that you feel that way. It was never my intention to make you feel like that because I definitely do want and desire you. From my perspective we’ve gotten off twice in together (since I got back home) and I talked you through it I think twice too and I’ve been sending plenty of pictures. From my perspective I’ve been doing better, especially looking back at last times after trips ended. I really have been doing my best because I know it’s hard for you but our circumstances are just different. With you living away from home it’s easier for you to be at ease taking nudes and stuff. That’s harder for me when I can hear my mom doing laundry while you’re asking me to call you daddy. And like I said, I was just doing schoolwork and then suddenly I need to be able to get in the mood out of nowhere in a couple minutes or else I let you down and that’s a horrible feeling. I don’t do this on purpose. I promise. I do want you and I love you. I’m sorry I made you feel unwanted that was never my intention. You see it from my perspective too right?”
It’s so difficult when I’m just living my life and suddenly I get a nude and I already know what time it is, I feel this pressure to perform or otherwise I’ll disappoint him again but I just can’t do it against my will.
I don’t know what to do. And the worst thing is, he has issues with a porn addiction since he was exposed to it at an early age. I just know that rn since he said he had to go he’s probably watching porn and I HATE it but I can’t let him know cuz then he’ll feel even more guilty about it.
And we had a fun day planned watching a movie too and now we’ll both be in a bad mood today :(
I feel like I need to find a way to be more comfortable recuperating his advances during long distance, any advice? I’m losing my mind.
I know the cals of pork for sure but the rest is just plain white rice with cabbage, zucchini, carrot and onion.