No time to study or hobbies...
Hi everyone!
I have a problem: I get home between 13:30-15:40, depending on the day. I then spend some time relaxing, usually watching yt, having lunch etc for like an hour. I've spent 7-8 hours in that prison aka school, I need some dopamine and other happiness hormons, cuz I haven't had any all day. Then I spend some time with my guinea pigs: petting them, spot cleaning the cage, letting them out in their playpen... Then I start tidying my room: making my bed, vacuuming, organising my desk and so on. By the time I finished everything, it's like 7pm. I need a rest, I've been walking around all afternoon. So I usually start studying at 8pm, when I'm both mentally and physically exhausted, so I can only focus for half an hour then I end up staring at my notes. And I didn't even do anything I like! I haven't read, drew, played Minecraft and many times I can't even go to training, because I haven't finished studying!
I'm in the 2nd year of high school and I know next year will be even worse, but I don't know how to change my routine. I can't study if my room's messy. I can't rest till I've taken care of my guinea pigs. I can't bring myself to sleep or just lay down and do nothing for half an hour when I get home, because it feels like a waste of time, watching yt for an hour somehow feels more productive.
I still manage to get good grades in general by studying between brakes and doing my homework right after it was assigned, but there are a few subjects I need to study more for and my grades started gradually dropping.
I'm awful at time management and schedules and I don't know what to do. I feel like a slave or a robot who's only task is to do chores.