I don’t even really wanna give out details, it was just messed up and went on for about a year and then it was over. He wasn’t even that bad aside from the obvious stuff, just wish he had said goodbye properly. Watching community 24/7 because it makes me laugh and i feel like annie. Dont dm me if youre a creepy guy, i wont respond.
About 10 so far which isn’t the worst. Been wanting to do this for sooo long but cds are very expensive where i am, plus my parents dont really fw with music so i have to buy and hide these. I don’t have a cd player yet but hopefully i’ll have enough money saved up to get one in August!! I want to finish my Arctic monkeys collection, especially getting Suck It and See, its my all time favorite album but cant find it :(
Submarine-Alex Turner, Favorite Worst nightmare, AM, Humbug-Arctic Monkeys, Rise and Fall of a midwest Princess-Chappel Roan, OK computer-Radiohead, Short and sweet (Deluxe)- Sabrina Carpenter, you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love, OR live from glastonbury, Guts-Olivia Rodrigo
He makes food videos but theres a resemblance for me, his personality/humor is also sort of witty and like Nates. I’m not saying he should play Nate in a live action or smth because ik that pisses ppl off, just wondering if anyone feels the same. His username is theplantslant
just feels impossible to even ask to talk, i just feel so bad bothering people and sometimes it feels pointless anyways. Yes i struggle with depression and certain thoughts/addiction but i get everything done and show up as a normal member of society everyday so what difference does it make how i feel
horrible day and i have no one to talk to. Still in my addiction even tho it doesn’t even make me feel good anymore but i cant stop. Was very worried about something and went to my mom and she told me it was the devil making me feel like this and i should trust god more. Nothing will ever help and i will feel like this forever
Just need some for scratches/cut on my hand, like near knuckles and stuff, not my arm. A teacher at school is honestly already kinda suspicious cause he saw some on my left arm and i js said i fell which means i cant use that reason again
summer is coming up which means every one gets to be comfortable in shorts and short sleeves except me, yay. All the girls post that one specific picture of like a bowl of fruit or whatever in their laps while on the beach and i’ll never be able to do that because of the scars on my thighs—ik thats a rlly stupid example but it still hurts. I can’t even tell anyone or talk about it because everyones at the age where sh is rlly weird and icky, and i dont feel like being judged like that. Cant tell an adult like a teacher because they’d have to tell my parents and im not in the mood for that. Everything sucks currently
I have recently made it a goal to go to the gym more often because i want to build some muscle, plus its probably helpful for my anxiety to do something good for myself and not stay cooped up at home but ironically my anxiety is making it pretty hard. My gym is pretty small so there are usually only one or two people there which is somehow worse than it being crowded. I just get so nervous that people are judging my form and my complete lack of knowledge when it comes to anything fitness related, it’s mostly that, not even that im worried about them judging my body cause im at a normal weight regardless. Im wondering if anyone has any advice? I really hate when my anxiety seeps into things that would actually be helpful
Might be a bit long so sorry in advance. There was a bunch of changes and things happening with my exams which were already stressing me out but they thankfully came to an end on Wednesday, with my last math exam but the paper they gave us was not anything similar to any of the revision guides and they sort of lied to us so then they scheduled a re-sit for tomorrow which I’m sure will also go terribly. Im just so unbelievably tired ad yes i finish it all tomorrow but for what? To wallow in bed for two weeks and fall deeper into addiction until im back at school and reminded that i have no one to talk to and generally none of this matters. The only thing that makes me feel better is standing by my balcony and just staring at the drop, i wont do anything but it feels a lot bettet
Especially during exam season, might’ve failed my psychology test today…the irony
I just need an opinion, bit of context, last year I had a bit of a mental health thing at school and it was horrible and this one teacher in particular really tried to help me with everything and I really appreciated it. He continued to like make sure everything was okay and i have a pretty bad habit of lying and saying yes when its not true, I just cant accept help because i feel like im bothering everyone and its not that serious. Skip to this year and im doing so shitty, i relapsed today, and overall feel horrible and i would like to talk to someone about it and I thought maybe i could talk to him but i feel like its nonsense and hes busy enough, i dont even know if he cares anymore or whatever. I worked up the courage to try today but i couldn’t find him when i tried and i thought idk maybe thats a sign or something to not say anything, I don’t know what to do i feel like im just being dramatic