u/Illrollonshabbos

Hi all, I posted a very emotional breakup story here last night meaning to post in r/NoContact (a support sub, not a phone plan sub). Autocorrect, sleep deprivation, or just cosmic comedy sent it here instead. Thank you to the people who were genuinely worried about me, and to whoever asked what’s wrong with people, fair question. No phone contract drama here, just a woman crying about her ex in entirely the wrong corner of the internet. Carry on.

Last night I was boo-hooing. Full-on blubbering cry over missing my ex BPSO. I was a hot mess. Didn’t want to bother you nice people with my self-pity, so I posted in r/NoContact instead. Something like “waaaaa I miss him.”
Woke up this morning to a bunch of notifications. Turns out autocorrect (or my sleep-deprived brain) sent it to r/NoContract instead, a subreddit about cell phone plans. Everyone there was really nice about my breakdown over a Verizon dispute I don’t even have, but I really think I need to delete this account. Mortified.

Because I couldn’t post a picture:
This is genuinely the perfect comment arc, “I got it worst, everyone I know talks in my head” competing for sympathy, then the gentle “no contract or no contact?” realization, then straight to “WTF is wrong with people,” with a “sorry you’re in pain” and a DM sandwiched in between. Complete tragicomedy in 5 replies.

It’s my birthday and I’m remembering my first birthday with him. Both his and mine. They are close.

I honestly don’t know when missing him will stop. I want it to so bad.

That’s all. Hope everyone has a nice Fourth of July.

It’s taken me a very long time to come to this realization. Also, I didn’t realize how much I was hoping I would see or talk to him again. I know him better than anyone, so I know he could never face me again.

Another thing I realized is I haven’t been that nice lately. I’ve become jaded and bitter and that’s not who I am. I have to turn this around.

I think I’ll be ok. I want to get back to my kinder self. Hope she’s still in there.

I’m watching again for the 50th time.

I’ve had my Roadster since before they made the women’s, so mine is the men’s. I’ve always loved oversized watches on a woman. To this day I still say it’s the most beautiful watch ever made. And I love watches, I own many.

Years ago I saw a guy with a blue rubber band on his and was trying to find one. Nada, nowhere. Guess it will be easy now.

Does anyone really know?

What is the best way to get from SeaTac to Bonny Lake without having someone pick me up. I’m from SoCal and know that getting in and out of a big airport can be a nightmare.

I saw there’s a rail/tram system. Can this get me close and uber the rest of the way? It didn’t look that straight forward.
Appreciate any advice. Thanks.

Because he doesn’t get to remember all the fun and good times we had. There was not fighting all the time nor am I a villain that didn’t give him love and kindness. It was the opposite.

It’s all so sad.