The first one is the style I'm going for without the red lines around and on it. And second drawing is what my friend drew and I was wondering if I could have the same line art in the first one put into the second one? Sorry I'm new to this let me know if I can do anything differently. Thank you!
(NSFW!) My life had been a genuinely living hell the past few years. Im not going to go into detail about my past but I just wanna get off what I'm upset about right now. My step dad had passed away on Valentines day of this year. And it's really taken a toll on me. My biological dad isn't in my life and I've known my step dad him since I was in 1st grade. We had a rocky start. I was a trouble kid because of my abuse before that. Over the years we've finally gotten close. My bio dad got arrested and then shortly after my mom almost died. Hospital for 14 days and she couldn't even have her eyes open for more than 5 minutes. We made this plan that if she did die he would adopt me and my brother and I think that's the first time I ever saw him cry. He was so strong for us. My mom thankfully made a recovery months later. We had to move into a new house because the reason my mom was sick was because we had an entire wall of mold for 12 years and nobody knew. My step dad had always had back pain but it was normal for him. Until it wasn't. Shortly after we moved in and my mom got better I thought we could start new and be good again. But I was so wrong. His back pain got worse and worse. Eventually he ended up going to the doctor because it was out unbearable and she had a bunch of tumors on his spine. they couldn’t remove them immediately because if they did, he would’ve been paralyzed. he went through months of chemo. But only seemed to get worse and worse. Watching him get weeker and weeker was hard. But then he started getting better. Getting stronger again. I had hope until one night I was lying in bed about to go to sleep and he text me if I was still awake. I was and he told me to call 911 because he couldn't breathe. I panicked and called and waited for them to get there. After they took him I felt something was off. Something didn't feel right this time. I sat on the stairs for 40 minute staring into nothingness. I finally get the word back from my mom and 2 things in his spine collapsed. My mom though seemed more worried this time she had gotten used to everything going on because it had been going on for a while and she also works in the hospital. A few days later she calls me and my brother down. My step dad had to have another surgery. The catch this time though is that he was tired of living like this and chose to go into hospice instead. When I told you my entire world crashed right then and there would be and understatement. I couldn't believe it and I didn't want to. Withen the next few weeks he had moved into a hospice home and we would try to visit almost every day. He was still decently okay for being in hospice and they told us we had a few months left. On the day that it happened I was at work and stayed a few hours extra to talk to my coworker. When I went to go leave I got a balloon and a card because it was valentines day and I wanted him to be able to write my mom one last time and I wanted to surprise her when she got home with the card from him. I got to the place and I went to go knock on the door because it was closed. Some lady answers it and they tell me to go sit back out side because they were dealing with something. I'm all happy still because I was going to surprise him with a card and a balloon and I just assumed he finally got to use the bathroom because he had been constipated and they send you away while dealing with that stuff. So I'm sitting on TikTok on the lobby when I hear a lot of people walking towards the area. I look up and there's about 5 care takers there. My heart falls because they had that look on there face and the lady sits down next to me and told me he had passed away. I was 5 minutes too late. 5 fucking minutes. I didn't get to see him. I didn't get to hear his final words. They called my mom and informed her. She was working a 24 hour shift so she wouldn't be there for another 30 minutes. They let me see him and oh my God it was so hard to see. I've had the fortune of never seeing a dead person before this and all the color was just... Drained from him. I had to sit there. All alone. For 30 minutes. Just bawling my eyes out. Until my mom got there. I was so mad. Mad at myself. Why couldn't I have just gotten there earlier. Why did God have to take him away. He was only in his 50's. I am only 18. He'll never get to see me graduate. I'll never get to shadow him at work because I wanted to do what he did. He'll never get to walk me down the isle. He never got to legal adopt me. I was also mad at him for not just going along with another surgery.why couldn't he just go through with another one? Why did he leave us like that? I know its such a selfish thing to think and I can't help but think that. And I'm really upset because tomorrow is my senior prom. He'll never get to seem me go to prom. I picked out a dress in his a variant of his favorite color and he'll never get to see it. I've cried almost every single night since it happened. If I'm in my car I'll scream. I scream until my throat bleeds and cry till I can't breath. I was clean for a good year before this. It's so fucking unfair. Unfair unfair unfair unfair. Why does everyone else get there Dad but not me. Why do I have to lose a dad for the second time. I saw him as my dad regardless of DNA relationship or not. And I don't really talk about this to my friends. I haven't reached out to get therapy because I work 3 jobs and haven't had the time and then on top of that I have so much missing school work because I am genuinely too depressed to do it. I go to school. Go to work. Get home. Then just cry. The only reason I'm still here is because I gotta be strong for my mom and brother. Anyways thank you if you actually took the time to read this. And I'm sorry I wasted your time
I hope I’m doing this right sorry y’all I just downloaded Reddit so I’m still unsure if I’m doing this right. Anyways have a good night!
I literally downloaded Reddit Just for this so I apologize if I'm doing this wrong. I am looking to make a gift for my boyfriend including some magic of the gathering cards.i already plan on going to a card shop and getting a few packs of cards to place into a flower and card Boquet. The thing is I know absolutely nothing about magic the gathering and I want to know of some other creative ways to make a DIY cute/corny gift for him. So this brings me to why I originally came to write this. I'm a fan of pokémon and I really think the "I choose you" with the classic pokéball drawing is really cute and I was wondering if there is anything similar that's like that. I'm looking for ideas to write and draw so pictures with captions would be appreciated. They can be loving or funny just try to explain to me what they mean 🙏 please and thank you.