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Context: As we all know India is a DEMOCRATIC country. No doubt India produced so many gems all around the world . Yet the NEET examination which is an examination for students willing to serve in the medical field . Starting from MBBS Doctors , nurses , dentist , ayurveda docs , homeopathic docs .Almost 2.2 million students gives this exam every year , yet the papers the sold prior to exam every year . Some year it is reflected on the results with 67 toppers with perfect scores , but sometimes it's not . This year NTA (National Testing agency) declared a very transparent conduction of the exam prior to the exam through tweeter.(The tweet sounded threatening to many). But after a week of the examination on 3th May 2026, the union education minister declared the re-NEET ! Because they were unable to disprove the claims of paper leaks. The paper were sold for 10lakhs and so through TELEGRAM! If you don't already know this exam is one the most competitive exams of India that already takes a toll on your mental health. Students with 5 years drops also exists because of the two letters before their name "Dr" . These students are exceptionally hardworking and consistent students , that find Indian education is really doomed and they move out. 20 students within a month attempted su*c*de for this exam ! 20! It was about picking up the 81 chapters from Physics , chemistry and biology again before 21st June 2026.

Another examination CUET for top rank universities and colleges ,gets conducted in CBT mode , where many people started travelling 5hrs prior to reach the exam center , returned back home exhausted, because NTA said the exam will be re conducted!

Teachers raising their voice was considered of 2coins worth.If questions are being asked by ud , we are labelled as anti-nationals! Is this democracy!

CBSE(Central board of secondary education ) is the one central board under which many govt. schools run on. Centralized question papers are made for class 10th and 12th students once a year for the annual examination. This year CBSE started conducting the OSM (On screen marking) despite being warned by top websites maker . Many professionals said that it won't be a success but they didn't hear . It was too a disaster! Many JEE Advanced(2nd toughest exam in the WORLD) toppers admitted that they were failed in Math or some in Physics. In re -evaluation they received blurred scanned photos of their answer sheets! Even a ethical hacker ,18 yo old, found out the problem in the website .He could literally hack into the system within 30min and give marks to any students he wanted to! But the catch is you have to get atleast 75% marks in PCM(physics chemistry math) in boards exams to be eligible for JEE advance or the results.(This exams occur before boards results are published , but the IIT colleges are finalized based upon their boards marks and their result on the Jee exam).This all wouldn't have happened if the education system of India wasn't doomed , But it is clearly doomed.

The students and a satirical party Cjp demanded the resignation of the Union education minister DHARMENDRA PRADHAN . It was not at all about the education system transformation through the resignation , it was all about ACCOUNTIBALITY. It's been 21st days a Social activist , environmentalist , an engineer , a true gem of India , has been on a huger strike just for the students' future. Yet the government is unresponsive and unaccountable. They forcefully and in a disrespectful way, dragged him to a hospital as it was a order from the supreme court or maybe the high court of Delhi. He wanted to join the rally around this subject on 20th July. Approx 150,000 were supposed to join in the rally or protest at DELHI . But what just happened today will be remembered forever in history. Please support Indian students and their demand in any way possible . Bring the subject to international attention , make the govt accountable . Indian students will be glad if you become our voice this time! Tysm for reading !

The year was 2023.I decided to breakup at 15. LITERALLY . So I changed my school(out of sight , out of mind) too which was like my 2nd home for 11 freaking years. Disconnected from my only frnds. 2months went by i felt nothing wrong as such. BUT then I found out I was slowing slipping into the rabbit hole of u/OCD aka obsessive compulsive disorder of a specific type (sexual+reiligious) iykyk weird combo aghh. Then it brought along u/depression , u/anxiety , u/depersonalization , u/catastrophizing , 24*7 racing thoughts , not being able to sleep. I SUFFERED , I Suffered so bad that I BECAME SUICIDICAL. Attempted to do it 2- 3* times a day. BUT something always stopped me.

I was caught when my mom saw my last msgs with him. I tried to cover up everything by lying. Coz I was EMBARRASED by realizing wt I was doing. Nothing dramatic but the unhealthy emotional attachments , validation seeking and all. But still I was yelled at SO SO SO badly. They made me feel guilty for being attracted to a guy. Tho after I forgave myself I know now it is very normal. When I wanted to go a psychiatrist they cared too much about log kya kahenge and the fear of me being labelled as mentally WEAK .Bcz i was so called gd in academics(topper kinda) and a serious people pleaser .But GOD SENT was ALI GREYMOND , I watched her Youtube videos and she simplified therapy SO WELL! I started practicing them blindly as she suggested , started rewiring my mindset , gratitude, manifestation , journaling , watching people's journey , started meditating , exercised , read philosophical and spiritual(Like GITA<3) books , and mostly getting to learn SOO MUCH ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH DISORDERS. I felt like an expert in it .LOL. THE JOURNEY WAS NOT LINEAR .Some days i felt like i was back to sq 1 .But what inspired me the most was people who recovered themselves . I wanted to become one of those people , who inspired thousand of souls to not give up by setting up an example .I wanted to help people bcoz holy shit, I didn't felt like I was livin on Earth . It felt like i was in hell. May it never happen to the worst people alive. GOD . I was not completely recovered when i probably discovered the purpose of my life? BEING A PSYCHIATRIST. Since that day I decided to not let anyone go through this all alone.

Anyways it took me approx 7months to come back to normal life. I was the happiest i have ever been after recovery. Felt like a rebirth. But yeah life kept giving me lessons with narcissists and manipulators. LOL .

The thing is I many times tried to deviate myself from this path of NEET due to many factors but it kept pulling me like magnet. Might sound dramatic but it is what it is. After all this NEET scam things and my inconsistency along with 400ish marks , I feel so confused. Sometimes I feel like I'm not made for this or that I shouldn't do it , but I also don't wanna give up on NEET;) .Boards and NEET on 2027. Please HELP yo girl( <3 . Tysm for reading !