Why nobody like me
I never had a friend or someone who really loved me, every people i had in my life hated me or didn't really appreciated me. When i was in 6th grade there was a guy in my class, we didn't really talked to each to other but one day i told him that he looked like a bunny (ik it sounds weird, idk why i told him that) and he did not appreciated that, idk if its because of this but he started to hate me, not just a little bit like he was always rude and mean to me, and he was like that the whole year. In 7th grade, there was a girl in my class, we were kinda close but not that much. At first she was kind to me but then some weeks or month laters she started to act very mean and i swear that i didn't do anything to her. She told me one day "you're a burden to the world" and i swear again that i didn't do anything. The weirdest thing about her is that when we were in front of other people, she acted really nice to me but when we were alone she was extremely mean. Like why do she hide the fact that she hate me ??? When i was in 8th grade ive noticed that one of my friend blocked me, i didn't understand. The other day i went to school, i was with that girl and my other friends, i started to talk to her and she literally screamed " I DON'T LIKE YOU STOP TALKING TO ME I DON'T LIKE YOU" i don't remember the exact words she said to me, but it was something like that. The thing that hurt me the most is that they didn't even told me why they hated me, like maybe if they did i would have been able to change and become a better person. I assume that i didn't always been extremely kind to some people, and i regret it so much. I always try to be kind to others, and i don't understand why nobody likes me. Even my own friends i feel like they don't like me because every time they are talking about something, when i ask them what they are talking about they say" oh noo don't worry you don't need to know" i feel like they don't trust me because they have many secrets that they share only to each other and they don't want to share it with me, and they clearly told me that they don't trust me because they are scared that i will share their secret. I swear to anyone reading this i never shared my friends secrets to anyone. Im such a failure ngl. I don't understand why god created me if i am a burden to everyone. I never had real friend, i never had a boyfriend or talking stage with someone. Im the biggest shit to ever exist and it just makes me wanna die. All i ever wanted was someone to love me. Ik the text is really long, im sorry if its kinda hard to understand and if its not well written, English is not my first language, thanks to everyone who read this and i hope you never feel like me.