u/IndependentPin8294

I’m 17M, looking around me and seeing all the teenagers I know, my friends or even people from my extended family either have experienced love before or are in love with someone right now.

Sometimes I keep asking myself: when is it my turn? Why is it never me? When will I ever experience teenage love?

It’s not even about relationships only. I just want to feel important to someone. To feel wanted. To feel like someone genuinely thinks about me, misses me, or gets excited to talk to me. I know I’m still young and people say “you still have time,” but sometimes it genuinely hurts feeling like everyone around you is living something you’ve never experienced before.

I see couples at school, online, everywhere honestly, and I start wondering if there’s something wrong with me. Am I unattractive? Am I boring? Or maybe I’m just unlucky.

The worst part is pretending that I don’t care. Acting like I’m fine with being alone all the time when deep down I wish I could experience even a small amount of love or emotional connection with someone, i keep telling myself: I will find the chosen one, i will definitely find her, but thats a lie , just to get this out of my chest.

Does anyone else around my age feel this way too? How do you cope with it?

when i throw molotov or f1 grenade or anything throwable that kills, i accidentally throw it in my place so i die mistakenly, i tried to figure out why is this happening but i couldn’t, im new to the game.

I’ve noticed that some songs I really enjoy at first can slowly lose their appeal after I hear them too many times. Even if the melody and lyrics are still good, the excitement just fades and they stop feeling like favorites. Why do you think that happens, and are there some songs that never seem to get old?