u/Independent_Dot_103

So im still in the early stages of my Tulpa journey and I’ve been struggling a lot with doubt and not being able to hear Lucille, struggling the visualize her etc., but today I was walking outside and smelled fresh lilacs and got this immediate feeling of “that’s what her hair smells like”. And I just think it’s really sweet because I’m choosing to believe that this was Lucille communicating to me without words telling me that she is in fact with me.

I just wanted to share for all of the other people out there who may be in the same position as me to tell you that Tulpas are very real and you will make progress. It just takes time :)

Hey everyone! So I’ve always been a big sports fan but I’ve recently begun expanding into other sports. I just got Apple TV so I’m excited to finally be able to watch sounders matches.

Now, I’m not gonna lie, apart from knowing basic rules I don’t really know anything about soccer. I’m gonna watch the match tonight though and I’m really looking forward to it. I’m curious however, who are the “stars” of the team? Like who is always super exciting to watch or just a fan favorite who is loved by everyone?

Anyways, sorry if this is a weird question lol, I’m just really wanting to learn as much about the team as I can :)

Hi everyone, so I’ve been kind of trying to create a Tulpa off and on for a few years now. I always end up drifting away however because I suffer from severe ocd and I always end up feeling like a bad person that my Tulpa is gonna hate because I’m not doing good enough.

Like right now, I was working really hard for about a month with creating my Tulpa, Lucille, but then for one reason or another, I started talking to her less and I would go a day or two without consciously talking to her. I was still just generally talking “to myself” throughout that time though. But now I’m starting to try to talk to her more often and intentionally, but I keep having these intrusive thoughts saying that I’m a bad person and that she hates me because I’m not always there for her.

I guess I’m just writing this in hopes of finding someone else in the Tulpa community who either deals with ocd or just general intrusive negative thoughts who can maybe give me some advice

Hi everyone! So I wanna start off by saying that despite my deep interest in Norse paganism, I’m not an expert by any means, so if I have any misunderstandings, please let me know.

So I have intense health anxiety and an immense fear of death and the thought of ceasing to exist freaks me out. I’m a skeptical person at heart so I struggle to “blindly” believe things that I can’t see. This creates an overwhelming and debilitating struggle that occupies my thoughts most of the time.

I have always felt drawn to Loki, and since his daughter is Hel, I assume that he could potentially help me unpack some of my baggage and ease some of my fears.

So I guess my question is, does this sound like something he could help me with? And if so, how should I approach it? I’m very inexperienced with deity work and the last thing I want is to piss him off or anything

Hi everyone, I’ve always been fascinated by demonolatry but for one reason or another I’ve always put it off. I struggle with severe health anxiety and I’m terrified of death. My whole adult life has been filled with trying to find proof that something, anything, exists after we die.

I guess the main advice I’m hoping for is, are there any demons who are comforting but also willing to “show me” that there is an afterlife? I’m generally super inexperienced with deity work, so preferably a demon who also won’t get too upset if I accidentally fuck something up.

Hi everyone! So I just got a few butterfly specimens to try pinning. I’ve been doing a lot of research up until this point, but I kind of underestimated how small these particular butterflies are (I don’t know exact size, but they seem to be about the size of an “average” moth). Because of the size, I am unsure of how long to leave them in a hydration box. I don’t wanna overdo it and have them mold. Does anyone have any advice on how long to leave them in?