Tonight I go back on my meds and officially stop pumping
Little babe naturally weaned herself around 5-6 months and I’ve been pumping since then. Had to go off some meds because she couldn’t have them. I’ve felt like absolute ass off these meds and while I’m looking forward to feeling better, my heart is broken that this is really the end of an era. I loved being able to give my little baby the incredible food and medicine that is breastmilk. It was always something good I could do for her. I might fuck up as a mom a million times down the road, and life might hurt her, but I could always hold her close and feed her this miracle food. I’m proud of myself for keeping up with it and for making major sacrifices to supply it to her, but after ten months it feels like the right time.
Idk I’m sorry I’m just sad about it and looking for encouragement. Also, any heads up on what happens next hormonally would be so appreciated. Thanks y’all