u/Interesting-Ad-889

i'm a hypersharer and i am struggling with fucked up mental health, i really want to gush about my man dr loboto to forget the shit i am goin thru BUT MOST PEOPLE THAT ONCE LOVED HIM NO LONGER DO :C bc there has been no content of psychonauts on 5 years but--- they will make a remake of the first game someday! i am just so angry and dissapointed. the few yumeshippers i found are either shy, or not passionate or BUSY OR FUCKING MINORS and it makes me so sad. god i wold die over this 9 feet tall 80 year old monstrosity /lighthearted i love sad sick old men please does anyone here ship with him, know him or wanna gush to me? or i will try to lower my extremely high standards (that IS getting a loboto yume obiously to hypershare) maybe another mad scientist simp here that has one that is vagely similar to him i can tolerat eso i can do the mirror thingy¿ i am trying to get people who are interested on HIM. so i can stop spamming the very few people i have.. because honestly i am scared to death of scaring them off with my spam.

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autistic, 23, f. living in a city without young people and all full of old people and no jobs at all so everyone moves out except me, and i am alone as hell and i cry daily about it. i am going fucking insane with nightmares so i try to survive till i get to live my dream of transhumanism and seeing the future but all i can do is hope, rot in bed and wait for the better future. can't do anything at all. cant' move, i am too disabled and i have extreme panic attacks when i am far away from anyone my family. my mom just moved to another flat, i lived my whole fucking life with her and well my grandma has depression and i live with her. i lost my pet last year ina traumatic way and i have extreme pstd so i try to forget about it all the time because i spiraled late 2025 and i got very , very sick to the point it did affect my physical health i don't even focus on any ship or anything just taking care of him or just talking about him and self projecting (and drawing him in extreme pain) i just wanted to cry about this bullshit. i can't believe i used to cry so bad about being blocked in twitter. now this is THE REAL reason i should be crying 24/7. the psychonauts fandom are amazing people, (shotout to fnaf too). i am a hypersharer so i love to rant about my boy but idk how and i get akward, does anyone here have a similar story to mine? i wish i can go to a vr world like, vrchat but better. ready player one level, insanely realistic, with long lasting headset and haptic suits when i can afford it as i sell 3d models as i am mad. by the way here is caligosto loboto, he is my love from late 2024, but i hiatused into fnaf then got struck by depression and i am coming back trying to get out of this godamn constant mental breakdowns of crying daily, at least the "catatonic in bed" phase is over and i am drawing and talk again after months because i was paralyzed when the "double trouble" happened last year. i get randomly very pissed off that not enough people is in the psychonauts fandom and him specially to have people to scream my lungs at about dr loboto and some of my other boys so i can stop fucking thinking about hell. i am so grief sick i am going to fucking throw up. WARNING, the cause of my sickness is NOT the character ia m conscious they are fictional, just asking if you are like this or if you would like to be my friend if you relate to me in any ways, i am not hurting myself or others, i am just in pain and i want to rant about them to people who like this media /relate with me

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