u/Internal_lifee

Well today is my 21st birthday, and it felt like the perfect day to have an energy attunement with Loki done(if the person who did it for me is on here, thank you.) And wow. It was certainly intense for me. 20 minutes after it was done, I felt oddly sensitive/emotional to everything. I was at work, and had to go into the break room to cry. But after that, I felt happy, and now i feel peaceful. The emotions I was feeling was a much needed energy release to let go of some of the heavy feelings I've been carrying. And now i feel even more closer to Loki after the Attunement. I went straight to his altar after i got home, and that's where I'm currently at. And it's where I've been spending most of my time recently. It's my comfort zone, really.

I had a dream where I was in the shower, the lights were dim, and relaxing music was playing in the background as I danced with Loki?? He's never reached out to me in a dream before until now. I'm not too sure what to make of it.

I called, and I have my first HRT appointment in the beginning of December! I know it's still awhile away, but I'm hoping the time goes by fast. In the meantime, I want to start voice training, and exercising. I need to change my wardrobe, because i had thrown away all my masc presenting clothes when I decided to hide myself away. I cut my hair short again, but want it shorter, and I'll be dying it back to black.

So, for awhile I identified as a trans male, but was in the closet when it came to my family. My partner at the time, and close friends knew. Right when I was about to start T, I got scared and started identifying as a woman again. I grew out my hair, threw out my masculine clothes. I've been like this for two years, but the Gender dysphoria is coming back. I'm not sure what to do. If I want to go down this path again, I'm not even sure where to restart?? I have a job now and everything, the change would be hard. I feel so lost. Restarting everything...i don't know how.

So hi, first post here. I'm a bisexualwoman(20) who recently just got out of a relationship with a man because of our sex drive differences, among a lot of other things. I'm taking a break from dating for now, and wish to focus on myself. But when I get back into dating, I'd like to primarily try dating women. But I'm awkward at first until I get comfortable, and then I'm yapping 24/7. I have a low sex drive, though that could have just been because of my ex. He was my first, so I genuinely just don't have much experience. And I'm not even sure where to look around where I live, or how to approach some people. Though the last couple of days I've been getting a lot of compliments from girls! One complemented my hair, another complimented my outfit, and the last one said that I was really pretty. So that definitely boosts my confidence a bit. Good luck to me, i suppose!