u/IronBoth9034

lord i cannot STAND THIS WOMAN. i dont care for Lala, but Scheana, of all people, trying to come for her about her supposedly married boyfriend is the most insane thing ever. like girl do you not remember that you were the one being bullied when you first started, for the EXACT same reason??

ever since she was finally accepted by Katie, Stassi, and Kristen, she has completely forgotten where she started. its like yesterday i remember Katie and Stassi talking shit about her because of that situation lol she's just been unbelievable the past couple seasons and i dont foresee her getting any better. their whole friend group reminds me of high school!

im only on day 3 of Lexapro, 5 mg. the first day i took it in the morning, felt drowsy and tired. so yesterday i decided to take it at night, because i work an afternoon job and i cant have that. then boom, after taking it last night, i experienced restlessness, a bunch of tossing and turning. this morning, i got out of bed and felt like i was in a K hole. if you dont know what that is, my body feels like im treading through quicksand. my knees buckle every other step. my voice cannot do anything else but monotone. i have tried walking around my house to wake them up but nothing, yet.

is this normal?? i keep telling myself its a placebo effect and im tripping myself out but i dont know man.

i guess i'll just take the drowsiness over this shit because my job is too physically demanding for me to wake up like this for the next couple of weeks lol

i havent finished the show yet, but im autistic and im not trying to diagnose anyone at all, im simply talking about how much of myself i saw in Blake during hard conversations and whatnot. when Hayley said she's missing the emotional aspect of him, it reminds me of how my exes told me i seem like a robot during vulnerable moments because of the way i speak, struggle to hold eye contact, and i get right to the point.

another big part is the way he approaches everything with logic and had to learn that an argument isn't a matter of who is right (sometimes), but you both against the problem. i can be overly logical and i often have to remind myself that humans are too complex to apply logic to hard conversations.

i have struggled with neurotypical people and the way they don't usually really say what they mean then im the bad guy when i respond to what they SAID, not what they MEANT.

of course im working on the parts i need to work on but yeah watching Blake actually made me reflect on my self and do some inner work 😂😂

*watching season 2 for the first time, currently on ep 22*

im gonna start this by saying i do not think Connor is innocent at all. i immediately started side eying him when he went to dinner with Laurel and was expressing himself, just to ask Mackenzie to be official right after.

with that being said, even though they really don't need to be together, i am not understanding how Mackenzie could bring someone back from casa amor, literally say in her speech how her and Connor don't need to be in a couple, then give him shit for exploring and not picking her.

i've rarely heard her validate his feelings while everyone in the villa has to validate hers 😭

the main time i've been on her side is when she was expressing herself about Jalen and no one was hearing her. he literally watched the show beforehand and waited until he got past casa amor to say there's red flags in Mackenzie. it gave he wanted a ticket in.

you brought these nannies out here to work and gain traction as an agency, and you're mad because the family you were fired by invited people IN YOUR AGENCY to work fashion week???

she was literally pissed at Taylor for nearly ruining her connection, and doesn't understand what her secret looks like to these families, especially someone like Camila, of all people.

yall have to pay $3000 per person for this BNB, let these people work! its actually beyond absurd to me to want your "best friend" to say no to a bag because the family doesn't like you.

when she wants to be the leader, she's arguing that she has the connections. but when they use the connections, it's betrayal.

i wonder how viewers who got to watch RHOA as it aired felt about Kenya's body shaming towards Phaedra in season 5. of course many of the women have done it, but im currently rewatching this season.

Lawrence said Phaedra should get lipo and then consider a workout video, but im like... i personally feel like you dont have any business to tell anyone about their body when you had the means to purchase yours.

mind you, Phaedra was post baby and a hardworking ass woman. maybe she didn't have no business doing a workout video in some people's eyes lol but being a new mother, i understood the concept behind making one that's catered to an audience that just wants to stay in shape.

can we all finally agree Shamea is indeed whatever Angela says she is?? because this episode proves she IS the bug in K's ear. all season i've felt like she's been channeling some type of bitterness after her fall out with Porsha, faking this "im just a positive person!" shit, and whole time she's trying to rack up housewives to feel less lonely in Porsha's absence.

and honestly, people say K Michelle would have had a better season if she didn't end up in Shamea and Kelli's clique, but i personally feel like she ended up being close with who she was meant to be close to. i get Drew was "wrong" for saying she doesn't belong, but that's waaaayyyy after K been coming at her sideways, practically all season, over boring shit.

but back to Shamea, she gives the type of person that like... if Kelli and K made up with Porsha/Drew??? oh she'd very possibly have a conniption. i hated it when Nene moved the same way, but at least she had some personality and iconic memes to go with it.

im randomly thinking about Shamea's scene with her family, when she was talking about she gets to leave the women and go home to positivity. just for us to get to her house, and she's talking to them about Angela 😭 and it just made me ponder on whether or not i have seen the more natural, personal scenes AT HOME from the women in the past couple of seasons.

i just miss things like watching Nene discipline Brent, watching Riley tell Kandi about herself, Noelle doing the same to Cynthia AND going through her little journey of dating and coming out, everyone's marriages, even Wig and her family's country selves, so on and so forth.

granted, a lot of that did change when their kids grew up and moved out, but they STILL had weight in their storylines at home. Kandi and Todd vs Mama Joyce, Kandi's clique, Nene and Gregg's battle with his sickness, Cynthia's divorce into dating, Kenya and Marc/Matt, Sheree and her situations, i could keep going forever, yall know it was just RAW.

i know we have to give it time because we were watching the same women for years, so of course we were able to follow them in their lives as the years went on. at the same time, i feel with this new vibe where you have these husbands/boyfriends who don't even want to be on the show, some of the women just aren't vulnerable or secure enough in their home life to really make it a part of their storyline, they'd rather fixate on whatever beef they have going on, we just aren't going to ever get that raw vibe back.

that's why i believe a housewife like Pinky and you know what, even Drew, will unexpectedly be the breakout stars of this season, and for more reasons than their clapbacks.

i don't usually like to complain about changes in reality TV because it is what it is, especially if i know im gonna keep watching the show, and all i can do is go with the flow if i like the tea 🤷🏽‍♀️ i just had to get this out because i've been rewatching old seasons lol

Pinky really grew on me. i wasnt feeling her at all in Dallas, but since then, she's providing an energy that feels genuine and not really one sided. i actually love how confrontational she is, she may feel a way about somebody, but she's not gonna play pretend in front of anybody until she sits down with them. she does over talk a lot but majority of them do lol

what is everyone's rankings of the season so far?

im rewatching season 6 and Kandi asked Phaedra where exactly did Apollo and Kenya see each other, and Phaedra said she knows Kenya is lying about never seeing him because Apollo called her WHILE HE WAS IN CALI saying Kenya kept coming up to his room... but im thinking back and im like... he called you while he was in Cali?? but i thought yall all got the same tea at the same time... did anyone else clock that slip up or am i tripping? 😂😂

and if im not tripping, did that lady basically become his accomplice in his lies just so she wouldn't look stupid to the group, KNOWING her husband a damn lie??? was it for a storyline like Phaedra help me understand 😭

how are you okay with your man having sex with who he wants to, but making a big deal about Drew thinking you was cool with Blacc, talking about you got a husband at home?!

NOW, the shit that she is blowing up is seeming even MORE about insecurities. first, you practically make this man marry you because you wanted to be taken seriously, now you're exposing that he can do what he wants as long as he don't pay nobody bills, PLEASE! you settled for a man who is obviously not ready to commit and convinced yourself you are okay with it.

and let's be real, ain't nobody giving it up to him without getting something in return, I PROMISE YALL! he is not all that.

mind you, this the same lady whose biggest song is, "cant raise a man" 🫩🫩🫩🤣🤣

i forgot to tell yall, so i am an exotic dancer in ATL, and yall wont believe who trifling self i met yesterday... Cynthia's ex, Will 😭 he called himself "Banana Man", and he was so cheap, yall. i recognized him by his voice, and immediately thought of him turning the situation on Cynthia when Eva clocked his tea, talking about she almost lost him.

he was one of those typical guys, spewing the whole "my friends like to spend money in here but i dont, im not like other guys", im like then why are you here???

i've seen Peter on several occasions back when i worked at the Cheetah Lounge, and he was literally the same type, spending everybody else money 😭 ATL is so small.

but yeah that was just funny and random to me, i didnt bring up that i have watched RHOA 5011 times but i was like i cant wait to tell my sister when i get home, that whatever Eva saw that one night, she DEFINITELY saw 🤣

why is K picking this beef with Drew over Blakk like she didn't sit there and say, "its good to see you!" when she saw him on facetime?? we ALL thought yall was familiar, that don't mean you want that man 😭

then the subliminal anger at the breakfast, i feel like we see her say way more in her confessionals than her actual scenes, and hopefully she dont go the whole season like this because its weird to be sitting next to Porsha when she's apparently plotting on you for whatever reason.

i really want to like her because i love her good moments but right now im like girl either say what you gotta say, or suck it up