u/ItsmeYoterminatora

So my school has an actual psychologist, my friend went there when she felt suicidal and did self-harm. I went there a few times to tell the psychologist about stuff that had happened in class and lately I've been thinking a lot about suicide and the fact that I don't want to get psychically older. I can't bear thinking about the far future because I'm thinking about how I'll be alone because I don't want any kids and literally my mother thinks it's a phase, she always tells me to not say I don't want kids because it might affect my fertility in some magic way in the future even though I don't want the experience of being pregnant or taking care of a child because I'll be a bad parent. I really don't know whether I should go to her when the school starts or not because I always get overly emotional when I'm talking about something like classmates bullying me or talking about my father who passed when I was six.

So the mods said that the new filtering system didn't receive a positive reaction and they will take care of it. Bob is back, but now it's even stricter and it blocks the whole response, you can't see a part of it, like before. I can't help but wonder: is this really an 18+ app? Why are we confirming our age and paying subscriptions in order to be treated like kids?

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So I notice that she's lost weight, it's visible. i don't have photos, but the sub has some photos of her from a few days ago or smth. Some people say that Kunt Fetish might be having bad influence on Ayesha and there was a story Kunt Fetish posted that was how someone sent her $500, I saw someone say it's Ayesha, I don't personally know. What are your thoughts on this? I honestly noticed in one of her posts on IG that she had lost weight and the most recent story she was even skinnier. She might still be using substances, but that's all allegedly.

So I've decided to listen to some of Ayesha's older songs because I want to know about the racist allegations and honestly I can't find all her songs I've heard on tt and ig, she might've deleted them or something. If anyone finds a playlist with old songs please drop the link! Thank you 💗