Wanted to know if y’all are familiar with Neil— This dude is super unbothered and brings a boatload of destruction (controlled and aimed towards vertical objects ofc) on Tasmania’s shore. I love him, that is all ✨
Hey y’all!
I just have a question as a newbie wanting to play the new zombie Kowakujo map. However, I have no idea where to start. I’ve been reading about COD possibly not being safe for PC, so that’s also a worry.
I just wanted to know which game I should download to start & stick to safely while playing the new map?
Any suggestions or details would be appreciated! ✨
^^^ me while ALL of this unfolded.
Hello girlies! I had a very strange interaction yesterday evening and idk how to feel.
Holy shit chattt— what just happened!! So like we’ve always had a hunch, randos who do not living here would come to the stairs and smoke and shit. I’ve had suspicions of hard drugs due to finding small containers that are usually sold with fentanyl.
So last night I stepped out my apartment at around 1:40am to have a stress free smoke (super big brain energy IK 🫡). This evening, I saw the lady half of the duo that was suspected of loitering and doing drugs in the building. As I walked out, the building security were doing rounds. So there was a lot of movement but I didn’t expect anyone to come up at this time. In that moment, the elevator arrived, the doors opened… right in front of me, already not a great start. I don’t analyze facial features unless I am actively having a conversation with the person, so I didn’t pay her any mind as she disappeared down the halls towards the apartments.
Imagine my surprise when she popped up shortly after again. Making a fuss and acting like she’s talking on the phone about “how she doesn’t like this” yadayada. For some reason she didn’t have a lighter and asked for mine… honesty flew out when I should’ve lied and she used it. I tried to leave but then she decided she would go to the stairs and wait for whoever she was there for.
About 5 mins after, I am minding my business and here she comes “I’m creeped out and want company”. At this point I’m walking backwards while finishing my joint. Literally 3 hits left she states, she finds me trust worthy and starts telling me her life sob story about how her kid and that she met this dude years ago and now he’s hooked on drugs yadayadaaaa. Now this is where I fucked up, throughout the entire conversation I was silent bc it felt so fucking strange. But fawned AGAIN!!! I ended saying I get empathy as a women but she should out herself first… then I DIPPED as quickly as possible.
The situation left me unsettled and with a deep deep feeling of confusion, because why would she talk to me.
Now this is where my dilemma comes in— I never think off the bat that NT people or non allistics approach others with hidden agendas and manipulation. Though I am not naive to believe it doesn’t happen, because my trauma knows better. I fawn girls… and right now i am grappling with anxiety and anger because “I should’ve known better”. And I did!! My spirit felt uneasy during the entire interaction. The thing is, I feel like others have a script on what is acceptable in public and it seems I don’t have those defenses up. I don’t like confrontation but I don’t run from it if necessary. The boundaries I hold are firm but when it comes to strangers, it’s hard to pick up on strangers intentions. I’m overwhelmed with confusion and why they spoke to me.
Ik I have to go back to the drawing board with my psychiatrist to stop the fawning. But I very frequently get stuck on the “why”. Why are people always looking to take advantage of a situation or 1up others?
Any advice or perspective would lovely. Thank you for coming to my Ted-talk. 😭