I deposited $250 in cash at TD today and they are asking where it came from, employment, etc. All this over $250 measly dollars? Why is TD so anal about this all of a sudden?
This post isn’t looking for medical advice, I have a doctor. More so seeing if others have experienced the same thing. I’ve had my anxiety my entire life and have managed my panic attacks pretty well for a while. I’m on quite a bit of medication.
10mg of Buspirone AM
1MG Clonozapam AM
75 MG Venlafaxine night
15 mg Buspirone night
15 MG Mirtazipine before bed
Despite being on all these medications I still have these anxiety attacks where I just get extremely nervous and my adrenaline goes into hyperdrive. It’s almost like the meds suppress the panic attacks but it doesn’t block it enough so it just stays running through my body. This leads to prolonged periods of nervousness including shaking, tremors, teeth chattering. This happened the other night on the way to the club with friends. And then it always goes away once I get there where I can be the life of the party, talk to anybody, etc.
It’s difficult to pinpoint what exactly is triggering this response. Maybe just being away from home and the uncertainty of the night? I went on vacation a few days out of state and it caused diarrhea for days. Same thing happened when I went to see a movie with my friends as well. The worst is the next day when you get the adrenaline hangover. Fatigue, anxiety, mentally physically exhausted, etc. I can never just move on from these traumatic experiences. It sticks with me and it feels like I need to start over. Everyone talks about exposure therapy but no matter how many times I do something it doesn’t make it better. I can go to a football game with 45,000 people and be fine, but a night club causes this. It’s hard to make sense of it all.
Sorry for rambling on and on just wondering if anyone had experience with beta blockers and if they would help.
These don’t happen often because I’m able to be happy without really going out of my comfort zone but it would be nice if I didn’t have to worry about these things. I’ve never been much to care about being medication but it is kind of depressing to reach a certain age and realize the only way you’ll ever be anything close to normal is drugged up on like 5 different meds.
I send money through PayPal all the time. I sent $165 through friends and family and the payment is on hold and neither party can refund/cancel. Why is it doing this?
I submitted a PSA submission months ago. Got the cards grades revealed, accepted a few offers they offered me after the grades were revealed, except have still never been paid out for them. Been going on 2 months now, barely answer emails. Constantly saying “let me connect you to my superior who will reach out blah blah”. Anyone else dealt with this?