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▲ 16 r/TheOwlHouse

Would it be a good idea to write an 18+ fanfic?

for the past like two or three weeks i've been storyboarding a fanfic around 20 to 30 chapters long, but i didn't realize until now that this subreddit understandably has a strict no-NSFW rule, so i'm either going to have to tone it down (which i don't really want to do), or just spend months of my life on it while knowing the whole time that it'll have basically no exposure and few people will read it. i'd probably be fine with that, since it originally started as just what i thought needed improving in the fics i read, so i'd be writing it mostly for myself anyway, but it'd just suck to not really be able to go online and see people talk about it

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u/JazzyGD — 9 hours ago
🔥 Hot ▲ 8.9k r/hatethissmug

i hate this fuckass meme

how childish do you have to be to think that horror media can only be good if it has a big scary monster that murders people with a knife 😭 to me this is kind of the same sentiment as people who complain about how gaming isn't fun anymore when they only play "ball and gun" games. also backrooms literally has a big scary monster that chases and eats people

u/JazzyGD — 1 day ago
▲ 149 r/The10thDentist

Urinals should not be a thing

people with penises can pee sitting down, and a urinal can only be used for peeing, so i don't really see any reason for them to exist. they're always disgusting too and probably inherently always will be, and don't really allow you to wipe your penis after using them (which 99% of men already don't do anyway for some reason). this is a personal thing obviously but it also just seems weird to me to have your penis out in front of other people even in a restroom

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u/JazzyGD — 1 day ago
▲ 5 r/transvoice

Basically zero voice training and unsure about what the right path is/what needs improving

video is three minutes long so i'll summarize the main points LOL

- i've only done a week or two of dedicated voice training around three years ago when i first started transitioning, so most of the change in my voice is just from mimicking others and subconsciously making changes, which has probably led to developing bad habits (HRT might also have something to do with it because i started it in the middle of puberty)

- it's difficult to pinpoint what i need to do and what needs changing, both because i haven't consciously been changing my voice the past few years and because i don't really want a perfectly feminine high-pitched voice like what most voice training resources are geared towards

- i can already identify some things i want to change though, like resonance (i can feel the low R1 pitch when i speak even though my trachea larynx (LMAO) noticeably rises when i speak) and buzziness/vocal fry

u/JazzyGD — 1 day ago
▲ 13 r/tacobell

Best LTO of the past five years?

for me it has to be the flaming hot grilled cheese burrito, the only LTO i've ordered multiple times. the corresponding meal was also decently priced, at least in my area

u/JazzyGD — 3 days ago
▲ 482 r/betterCallSaul

How did Saul defend these guys?

it's obviously part of the joke but i genuinely have no idea how you would begin to deal with this

u/JazzyGD — 11 days ago
▲ 15 r/morbidquestions

What do different internal bodily fluids taste like?

cerebro-spinal fluid, stomach acid, synovial fluid, amniotic fluid, peritoneal fluid, etc

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u/JazzyGD — 12 days ago
▲ 75 r/CollapseSupport

How do I cope with the knowledge that the world is essentially about to end

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I just can't think of a single thing beyond basic hygiene and exercise that could matter if I knew that i wouldn't live to see my 20th birthday. depression and suicidal ideation have been issues for me since elementary school, and they've both gotten a lot worse since the beginning of 2025, leading to a suicide attempt several months ago. it's just so difficult to maintain hope when it's so clear that nothing will likely ever get better during my lifetime

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u/JazzyGD — 15 days ago
▲ 143 r/femcelgrippysockjail

ventpost tw suicide and dysphoria

i have no future and no energy to do anything. i need to commit suicide. i need to end my life. i'm too lazy to do anything with my life, like even the rare things i'm passionate about. i could live for another 50 or 100 or 200 years and still die having done literally nothing of note, like i just wish i was good at anything like literally a single fucking thing or at least that i wasn't horrible at everything

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i got my hair trimmed like a month ago, and it looks like shit now bc i got way too much trimmed off, and the layering makes it look weird, and i did it on purpose. like after my stylist was done i literally asked her to cut off more and then more again why the fuck did i do that??? it's gonna take like at least six fucking months to go back to how it was before. and i actually was really starting to like how i and especially my hair looked right before i got it fucking ruined LOL like i really thought i was going to make it

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the two friends i have constantly lie to me even though i know my hair looks like shit, i know i sound like a man, i know my face looks disgusting, i know my body looks disgusting, i know i'm nothing like a woman, i know i'm not worth saving, i know i'm unlovable, i know i'm horrible for everyone around me

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but whenever i say anything they and everyone else online lies and says i'm so perfect and that i'm just a bdd passoid larping as a hon and that i'm pretending to struggle like they do. and i guess it's kinda true bc i started hrt st 15 and started transitioning at 14 so in theory i should be the biggest youngshit gigapassoid of all time. but then i go outside in public and no one interacts with me and everyone actively avoids me and i only ever get called he and him and sir wherever i go. it's 19 days into pride month and everyone is still disgusted by my presence and i'm still fucking alone no one wants me

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like i just wish i was cute or pretty or hot or whatever like at all. like i don't even care about passing anymore. i just want to stop looking weird in an ugly way and at least look hot in a clocky way

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and idk i really genuinely think this is it this is the end of the road for me. i already got all i'm ever going to get out of life. there's nothing i can do to get out of the hole i dug myself into and the train tracks keep speaking to me louder and louder

u/JazzyGD — 17 days ago