u/Journo_Ash

Tuxborn might be one of the best modlists out there, filled to the brim with content and it's incredibly stable.

It's got me wondering why there aren't more modlists aimed at medium/lower end PCs and laptops.

I understand that updating graphics is necessary for a game this old, but it gets to a point. Do I really need Skyrim of all things to melt my hardware?

It seems every other modlist is designed with the principle of pushing the visuals forward, which isn't a bad thing, I'm just a broke ass.

I saw a roach laid on its back

it squirmed

I poked the bug to turn the thing around

The bug then runs across the pavement cracks

I watch as people walk, they pass it by

It met its fate, was crushed by dropping feet

The bug, it clung to life, it writhed, it jerked

A second passes; life escapes its shell

I went about my Day

Fuckin hell

This is supposed to be an easy thing

But look at that I haven't seen you since Spring.

I catch moving shadows when they jerk,

I can spot hands that lurch

It's probably why I'm so absent in conversations

Because I'm good at spotting exits in those same hesitations

Wipe the surfaces and pick up the litter

Maybe one day he won't stop until he can see his place clearer

Exposure to such filth has the power to deprave

Pacing around a house

That simulates a cave

Try to Step out of the door and saw a crow

Walked back

And decided today’s not the day, though

Talk yourself into it

Head down

Avert your gaze

Throw out a confident fugazi

And overcome your malaise

Pop my head above the crowd to a sea of bodies

Looked around aimlessly

Saw a Prime Affleck

Mistakenly make our eyes connect

You're getting sloppy

Beeline to the local Tesco around the corner, Sticking to pre-scripted lines with scheduled pauses

Grab some junk and some Encona—

No

Some Piri Piri sauces

Offertory gifts for the self-checkout machine

A former ghost

A what might have been

My mind goes from relax to attack

I need a smack to get me through this jam

Noise from their mouth pounces easily

Run away

Don't follow me

Therapist called me childish over anxieties over hurting people?

Therapist called me childish over anxiety

So look I'm a bit childish but I'll explain. I've started seeing a therapist, but it's been six sessions and I feel like I'm not forming any sort of rapport.

It's come to ahead recently when I was talking about not wanting to hurt people due to past trauma and neuroses

And I think she misconstrued and thought I just didn't want to get in trouble and she called me childish. (Then took it back and said the behaviour is childish.)

I don't know, I don't feel like the comment helped in fact it made it worse.

Maybe I'm overreacting.

Therapist called me childish over anxiety

So look I'm a bit childish but I'll explain. I've started seeing a therapist, but it's been six sessions and I feel like I'm not forming any sort of rapport.

It's come to ahead recently when I was talking about not wanting to hurt people due to past trauma and neuroses

And I think she misconstrued and thought I just didn't want to get in trouble and she called me childish. (Then took it back and said the behaviour is childish.)

I don't know, I don't feel like the comment helped in fact it made it worse.

Maybe I'm overreacting.

So look I'm a bit childish but I'll explain. I've started seeing a therapist, but it's been six sessions and I feel like I'm not forming any sort of rapport.

It's come to ahead recently when I was talking about not wanting to hurt people due to past trauma and neuroses

And I think she misconstrued and thought I just didn't want to get in trouble and she called me childish. (Then took it back and said the behaviour is childish.)

I don't know, I don't feel like the comment helped in fact it made it worse.

Maybe I'm overreacting.