u/Just_Green_9133

Bear with my stupid rant. 7 mahine se yahan hu par abhi tak ye jagah apna nahi lag raha. Ek toh itni homesickness upar se itni chutiya jagah reh Rahi hu, (not this city but the locality). Like sadare hai but it feels like I'm living near the drain. How can people even live in such a dirty place. Har jagah cows sadak pe hai and roads are garbage. Itni smell aati guzarne se.

Wo toh theek hai log compromise kar le but I fucking hate my room. Idhar koi single room rent pe nahi milta kya. All are just sharing the reason I left my pg. Ye aisa chutiya room hai ki koi paise de tab bhi na rahe. Bas majboori hai. I've to share my washroom wo bhi neeche jakar. Apna washroom bhi nahi hai. Aur ye room bagal wale tenant ke rooms aur bathroom ke beech me padta toh idhar na koi proper khidki hai for ventilation. Unke chutiye kitchen ka sara dhuan mere room me aata it feels like I'd die out of suffocation. Upar se terrace pe jaane ka bhi koi upay nahi. Feels like I'm living in a chawl. Ugghhh upar se itni garmi i miss home. Pls kisi ko pata ho to batao dhang ka single room kahan milega sadar me.

I want one room and attached bathroom but I'm not finding such rooms here. Most of them are 2bhk preferably for sharing flats. The room where i live currently is a small one with the washroom downstairs, that too shared by the landlord. There's no privacy as it's not attached to my room. Also there's no way for tenants to go to the terrace which is a major drawback hence I've decided to shift my place but not getting the desired room. What is usually the ideal rent for single rooms with an attached bathroom here? If anybody knows such place in the area pls let me know.

I dropped out of high school back in 2021 and didn't enroll myself in any course in a uni. Since 2021 I have been preparing for several entrances at home but unfortunately with multiple failures and my clinical depression i left everything like I literally left studying. I stopped going out and investing in any kind of hobbies. I used to either doom scroll or sleep, procrastinating even basic hygiene. This went on till 2025 when I decided to continue my education. I enrolled myself in uni but again I'm feeling stuck in this loop. Since last Aug I've barely touched my notes but managed to pass exams somehow.

What I've been experiencing lately is i find it hard to process and memorize information like I give up way too quickly. Even sitting for an hour seems like climbing a mountain. I keep things for the last minute and I lack interest in my course. It feels like a big burden and most of the time I feel exhausted. I also have problems writing answers. Like I see my peers finishing their paper way before me and most of the times I'm left with a few questions and time gets over. I take too much time processing answers in my head and then writing it down and I want to overcome these challenges despite my mental health. How to develop this habit of studying everyday for long hours and gain interest? I used to excel back in school but now I can barely focus on a letter.

I dropped out of high school back in 2021 and didn't enroll myself in any course in a uni. Since 2021 I have been preparing for several entrances at home but unfortunately with multiple failures and my clinical depression i left everything like I literally left studying. I stopped going out and investing in any kind of hobbies. I used to either doom scroll or sleep, procrastinating even basic hygiene. This went on till 2025 when I decided to continue my education. I enrolled myself in uni but again I'm feeling stuck in this loop. Since last Aug I've barely touched my notes but managed to pass exams somehow.

What I've been experiencing lately is i find it hard to process and memorize information like I give up way too quickly. Even sitting for an hour seems like climbing a mountain. I keep things for the last minute and I lack interest in my course. It feels like a big burden and most of the time I feel exhausted. I also have problems writing answers. Like I see my peers finishing their paper way before me and most of the times I'm left with a few questions and time gets over. I take too much time processing answers in my head and then writing it down and I want to overcome these challenges despite my mental health. How to develop this habit of studying everyday for long hours and gain interest? I used to excel back in school but now I can barely focus on a letter.

Pata hai aaj kya hua. I've not eaten anything since morning. I wanna go home i miss mummy ke hath ka khana bhai. I can't take this. It is becoming so difficult for me. This was not how I imagined adulting. Bahar se kitna hi order karwaye insaan. Been doing that for past 3 days. Khud ka induction order kara hai wo aane me time hai jo landlord ne de rakha tha she took it back cause duh lpg costly ho gayi to unko abhi hi zaroorat pad gayi. Aaaaaaaa I'm crying and missing mom upar se itne sare kaam karne hai just kill me. People are so fucking selfish bhai. Upar se jo zindagi me problems chal rahe wo alag. Why did I even come to this place I'm so dumb for going against my family. Ok enough of the rant. Bye.