▲ 29 r/depressionmeals
I want to start dating again but, that requires me being able to sell myself. A skill I desperately lack
u/Kashmonei58 — 23 hours ago
▲ 57 r/depressionmeals
I am so fucking alone rn and being high isn't helping. Birthday Fried Rice for my big 2-8.
u/Kashmonei58 — 11 days ago
I knew I shouldn't have gotten out of bed today.
Had a panic attack when I got to work and made myself vomit in the bathroom so I could go home. Grabbed a public e-scooter to get away afap, hit a hole in the sidewalk, flew off, and skinned my arm.
u/Kashmonei58 — 23 days ago
▲ 2 r/leaves
I'm 12 days sober and I think I'm about to cave.
It feels like a lose lose situation. If I don't smoke, then I'm going to lie in bed letting my anxiety consume me while I'm powerless to do anything about it. If I do, I'm going to wake up tomorrow and know I'm a piece of shit addict who couldn't make it two weeks without weed. I've been able to make myself get out of bed, go to work, clean, run errands, and do what needs to be done to make it seem like I've got my shit together but, the moment I'm alone with myself and any amount of free time, I just want to be high. I can't make myself do anything that's used to be fun for me because it simply isn't anymore. My favorite games suck, my favorite TV shows suck, I don't want to be around people, even food seems pointless. Before you tell me to see a therapist, I have an appointment booked for next week. I've been trying to hold out until then but, I don't think I can.
u/Kashmonei58 — 1 month ago
▲ 24 r/depressionmeals
First day off since I stopped smoking weed. I am so incredibly bored rn
u/Kashmonei58 — 2 months ago
▲ 6 r/trees
How long does it usually take for things to start feeling "good" again?
I started smoking weed about 7 years ago to help with feelings of anxiety and depression. I've been a daily smoker for about 4 years at this point and 3 days ago I decided to take a break from weed because I noticed that, for a while, it hasn't been hitting me the same as it was before. It wasn't making me feel bad but, I was just feeling okay as opposed to feeling good like before. Not really intending to quit for good but, I don't want to keep spending money on weed if I'm not getting the positive effects from it. However since I stopped, everything feels muted. My desire to do anything I usually enjoy is mostly gone and they just feel like chores. I'm aware this is normal for people who quit or go on breaks but, I'm looking for some insight as to when I can expect to get my feelings back if that makes sense.
u/Kashmonei58 — 2 months ago
▲ 522 r/depressionmeals
I'm pretty sure I accidentally showed an old lady porn while picking up my breakfast.
I was scrolling Twitter while waiting for my pickup order and when they called my name I walked up to the counter and put my phone down while I checked my bag. When I looked up, I realized an older lady had walked up beside me and was glaring at me. I said good morning and she didn't reply. I went to pick up my phone and realized I had put it on the counter face up instead of face down and there was blatant furry porn right there staring up at me. I've never exited a building so fast.
I can never go back to that Whataburger, right?
u/Kashmonei58 — 2 months ago
I think a higly underrated thing to do is make a stoner platter with different things you're craving. This is my best one yet I think.
Garlic Beef Stew and Rice(Homemade)/ Parmesan Chicken and Mashed Potatoes(Made by my sister) and Crab Rangoons(Homemade)
u/Kashmonei58 — 2 months ago
▲ 51 r/icecream
I expected this to be vanilla with swirls of honey but, instead it's just flavored with honey throughout. Very nice honey flavor that tasted natural and didn't overpower the vanilla. I love mix-ins as much as the next guy but, a simple pint really hits sometimes!
u/Kashmonei58 — 2 months ago