u/Katievapes1996

I've been having such a hard time I've ever seen lately. It doesn't help that it's been the hottest summer on record and driest(we literally haven't had rain for 50 days now) Witch is definitely not helping at all but I can't get stuff done. I keep having to put food delivery on my credit card cause there's days where I just can't be bothered to figure out what to eat what to cook et cetera I feel like I have so much pressure about everything and I'm so scared I'm worried about disappointing the people I love that it's severely affecting my mental health

I just wanna be taken care of. I was hospitalised last November for some GI issues and I enjoyed it and earlier I was thinking about how I can get myself back there like how can I hurt myself and make it look like an accident but make sure it's something that'll keep me in there for a while(I'm not planning anything it's just passing urges scared if I go to a psych ward I'll lose my medical cannabis, which is the only thing keeping me out of there right now but unless I'm heavily buzzed, I'm pretty much miserable and I don't know what to do. It's like I can't get a break. It's like I can't be taken care of like I need to and it's just getting to be too much.

I also had to flee my country and I didn't really get to take any of my toys. I got a few stuff over and I'm gonna try to get a few more when Family visits me next time but I've been dealing a lot with losing all my toys and everything and I don't have a ton of money to go out and replace them nor do I have the space I was thinking of ordering a little something but I'm not sure

In the next couple days, I'm gonna take a few days just to take care of my self and just play and try not to do adult but it's like I don't know how I'm supposed to survive bodily I'm only 30 a minute we've been like thinking about having another 10 years. I don't know how I'm gonna survive another 40 like we lost my ability to work. I'm constantly stressing about money. It's just I just wanna wake up 9-year-old cis girl I'm just done and broken

I feel like I see mostly toddler I'm more of a tween then anything else can anyone relate I'm basically just a grown tween 😂😂😂😭😭😭😭😭😭hate this flesh prison

Got the bonus early this am +250 hours for check the amount I spend daily on checks differ a lot maybe 20-50m depending on planes what's the best use of this extra money ? My normal profit is 350m a day launched everything and upgraded 10planes for co2 and fuel and speed for a few should o keep doing this or what next hanger is 1.6b

Pride in my city next month and I'm wondering if I need a note with how everyone's experiences have been recently they do bag checks just idk how through don't wanna risk it but don't wanna expose myself if not needed

I got an app and started carrying my iPad because more and more often I go no. Verbal in public from being overwhelmed (I'd say it happen at least 50% of time 90% if I don't taken my medically greens before) and I've used it a few times and helped a lot but I feel weird and part of me feel like I'm faking or making more of a fuss when I am verbal most of the time I feel weird using it ib public for some reason idk if I scared of being judged but just how do I accept it so to speak how do I get more comfortable and use to it when I'm struggle to speak idk what this classifies me as so go say I wonder

I submitted to send sxiort to another place to be filled they say it's been sent successfully an I still see nothing on card and my allowance hasent changed anyone have experience with what halos how long it takes etc scared it's late and what I want will be sold out by the time they receive it