I Just Wanna Know One Thing
So. Today has been about the worst in a long while. All day I’ve been thinking. Why bother? I mean, literally w h y b o t h e r. See IF I’m lucky I’ll conquer this daily dose of Depression. But this is MY EVERYDAY. Do I want this? Tell me who would. I’ll wait….. Add to a host of other illnesses slowly killing me. Once again, why bother.
EDIT to add I am in Hospice Palliative Care. I am kept alive by meds and infusions of 11-12 Liters Normal Saline per week.i have multiple severe Health issues. .