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u/Kirikirinokii

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▲ 14 r/entp

What people fundamentally misunderstand about me is that I do not care about any of my own opinions

And none of them are permanent, either! I think this genuinely makes people view me as an unlikeable person, because I have no qualms about sharing opinions and tend to frame them quite confidently. But in doing so I'm *welcoming* some pushback!! Every opinion I hold is a conclusion I've drawn based on MY subjective observations--not complete, not infallible, just something I've noticed with the information I have available. I'm completely wrong about many, many things and just wish people would understand that I have no dog in any "fight" I pick.

I get called argumentative and arrogant and stubborn but I really, truly, just do not care about anything I say. It all primarily functions as a free pass for whoever I'm talking to to give me some new evidence. I'm basically the epitome of that "change my mind" meme and I just want people to get that instead of instantly writing me off because I shared a controversial and/or completely off-the-mark fleeting thought.

I'm not a disagreeable person. I don't go out of my way to offend people. I probably am bad with social awareness and know I'm more than half the problem but, god, I just really want people to stop taking my words for gospel representative of stubborn beliefs I have some kind of emotional stake in. I do not care!!!

I love talking to people, and this makes it unnecessarily difficult and oftentimes lonely af.

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u/Kirikirinokii — 1 day ago
▲ 3 r/entp

Can you guys suggest things for me to research (for fun)?

I'm into topics like anatomy, philosophy, mythology/religion, space, language + the mechanics of creative writing especially, and also forensics, psychology, and neuroscience. I have a degree in psychology but everything else is kind of just more randomly collated trivia--I'd love some specific areas to get a more cohesive understanding of, or anything else that might be interesting!

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u/Kirikirinokii — 25 days ago
▲ 3 r/MbtiTypeMe

I've been confident on ENTJ (3w4) for a while now, heard about this test and thought I'd try it for fun. I didn't expect these results at ALL.

My Ni and Fi being high is standard, I do have pretty well matured Fi imo. I think my Ti has massively developed over the years because my STEM degree required it of me. My Se could realistically be suppressed because I have social anxiety and grew up in a somewhat neglectful environment, but I'm working on using it more now and it does come surprisingly naturally when I do.

Could not tell you why my Ne is the highest. If I think about it, I guess I do use it a lot, but not for the sake of exploration, it always converges onto a particular endpoint that I will generally already have locked in.

Given my scores + extra info, am I a secret ENxP?

u/Kirikirinokii — 4 months ago
▲ 38 r/AO3

The beginning of my first ever fic has been up for about two weeks now and I haven't stopped buzzing with the love it's received so far :3

I'm super busy and didn't pre-write either so I really wasn't expecting much from two short chapters. I can't wait for the reactions when I actually have time to post more :D feels so nice haha

u/Kirikirinokii — 4 months ago
▲ 9 r/intj+1 crossposts

I just can't wrap my head around any of the Ni-Te/Te-Ni explanations online because they're quite abstract and I feel like I do both very well. I'm constantly typed as an INTJ on multiple tests but I fear it's confounded by long-term diagnosed social anxiety. And I really can't see my Se being inferior. But then I also feel like my inner world is way too rich to be an ENTJ.

All I know is I'm 100% a 3w4 enneagram.

If anyone could explain the differences, ideally with concrete examples, I'd appreciate it

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u/Kirikirinokii — 4 months ago