I am having a very reckless routine these days. Did not study for 2 days. Sleeping at around 4am, waking up at 12pm,just wasting time thinking I will start a proper schedule from tomorrow. It just never follows through , making me anxious and overthink. Everything, including my routine is so messed up rn. I am not able to focus because my mind keeps on getting distracted. Ughhh, I just don't know what to do. I am writing this while rotting in bed. Also, anyone up for studying together ? Maybe that might help a bit.

I am having a very reckless routine these days. Did not study for 2 days. Sleeping at around 4am, waking up at 12pm,just wasting time thinking I will start a proper schedule from tomorrow. It just never follows through , making me anxious and overthink. Everything, including my routine is so messed up rn. I am not able to focus because my mind keeps on getting distracted. Ughhh, I just don't know what to do. I am writing this while rotting in bed. Also, anyone up for studying together ? Maybe that might help a bit.

I am having a very reckless routine these days. Did not study for 2 days. Sleeping at around 4am, waking up at 12pm,just wasting time thinking I will start a proper schedule from tomorrow. It just never follows through , making me anxious and overthink. Everything, including my routine is so messed up rn. I am not able to focus because my mind keeps on getting distracted. Ughhh, I just don't know what to do. I am writing this while rotting in bed. Also, anyone up for studying together ? Maybe that might help a bit.

anxiety and overthinking isn't letting me sleep

just cannot put myself to sleep

Just got back from library, trying to put myself to sleep but just cannot, I think I have insomnia. This preparation has pushed me into isolation, I cannot text my irl friends, which are very very less lol, and be vulnerable in front of them. So this community is my only hope. If you were lonely too maybe we could just talk ? :))

PS: I am in ORN, if anyone is interested.

Just the text. if you are free, or lonely too maybe we could give each other some company ??

I will keep this short and not try to be explicit. I am just exhausted and irritated at this moment. My hormones are rushing through the roof and I cannot do anything about it. It distracts me from my work. I feel lonely and end up resorting to things which I regret later and I cannot take it anymore.

Basically the text, god will bless you all who helpes me with karma, TIA

I mean, I am just sitting in my room super bored. At such an age where you cannot randomly call you irl friends, they have their life too. So if you're kinda in the same boat maybe we could help each other ?