u/Known-Ad-2334

I'm sorry

I had a post up a few days ago. I ended up deleting it because I started getting messages from older men and it made me nervous. I'm afraid there might be some predators already in this community. Please just stay safe. Please forgive me for my fear. Just please use discernment.

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u/Known-Ad-2334 — 8 days ago

Hi

I'm new here. I was gonna post something earlier but I got embarrassed and chose not to. I'm 31m and I've been addicted to crossdressing since I was 10. It inevitably lead into transgender ideology. I've done nothing to alter myself in that way but the temptations never stop. I can't help but feel that I would be loved and accepted if I were a woman. I apologized for my earlier fear. I'm used to hiding it but I'm hoping a like-minded can help. I've been a Christian for a while and God has helped me through many struggles with this. But this sin only getting more frequent and I'm getting tired of fighting.

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u/Known-Ad-2334 — 11 days ago

My name is dylan. Im 6'4 or 6'5. 370lbs. ( i really want to lose weight) im a gamer. Mainly retro games and im a old soul. Somewhere between a hippie and a classic rocker. I like to think I'm funny. Currently taking care of my aging grandfather but I feel like God may be leading me towards ministry. I have a dog named beaux. He's 30lbs of fluff and terror.

I'm non-denominational and my walk with Jesus started ironically with sin. More than 10 years ago I was deep into conspiracy theories and had this notion that knowledge is power. So I delved into the new world order to see who was behind it. To my surprise I learned the devil was the one running the world and me having little knowledge about God decided to pray and thank God for saving me without any repentance. I basically saw Jesus as free hellfire insurance. He came to me that night in a dream and put me in my place and I've been a believer ever since. Through every struggle I keep going because of faith and fear. I never want to see Jesus make that face again.

I'm looking for someone who can look past the flaws. Like I said I'm a old soul and growing up I was blessed to see my grandparents and great grandparents relationships. There was always a choice to love each other and both sides chose love every time. Even after decades together they would still learn something new about each other. Even is disagreements they still chose love. The man was the strength the woman was the comfort and God was the one holding it together and blessing the marriage. I want someone who chooses everyday to love me and I want to do the same.

I'm looking for a Godly woman somewhere in her 30s

I am open to long distance and relocating but not at this moment. My grandfather has no other options besides me.

I'm also gonna post a picture of beaux because I have a condition that thinks he's the best puppy in the world even though he's a little monster.

u/Known-Ad-2334 — 18 days ago

I struggle with homosexuality and porn addiction. I have for a long time. In my walk with Jesus, I'm starting to get to the point where these urges are getting less, but the temptations seem to be getting worse. I haven't given in yet, but i still occasionally look at videos. I dont have a church or really anyone to ask, but please pray for me to get through this if you will.

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u/Known-Ad-2334 — 23 days ago