I’m going to bass with a pretty big group this year and I’m trying to figure out the best way to keep track of everyone. Has anyone ever used AirTags? I can’t remember what service was like last year but I like how the AirTags have the precision tracking.
Can anyone let me know if you’ve ever used AirTags and if you would recommend it or not. Im also looking for any other suggestions if anyone’s tried anything that’s worked!
So I’m currently waiting for my station placement with bc ambulance and I’m starting to get nervous about if I’m ready or not. I did well in school, I passed licensing, I made it through the bcehs interview and I’m almost at the end now but I’m starting to feel a bit of imposter syndrome. Has anyone ever felt like this when first starting out? Like you aren’t prepared enough or get worried you won’t be able to do the job?
I apologize for how long this is going to be but I hope it all makes sense. So me (23 F) and my partner (25M) have been dating for 6 months and it’s been a very fast 6 months. We pretty much moved in together after a month and have been inseparable. He cooks, he’s loving, he’s gentle, he’s patient, he’s caring and understanding. I thought we were in heaven, we had the perfect relationship but it was like one day I woke up and everything had changed. He wasnt as loving and didn’t engage in anything physical unless I initiated. But to be fair I have been dealing with intense mood swings from my hormones and 1-2 yeast infections a month so we can’t have sex sometimes or I don’t want to have sex. We’ll have weeks where we have sex everyday but then we’ll have a week where we don’t at all. We’ve never had a dry spell longer than a week so as much as it worried me I didn’t think it was the biggest deal. He’s been completely pulled back, he’s still sweat and loving but only if I initiate first and if I don’t he’ll just ignore me. I can be very cold at times when I’m on my period and I know it’s hard on him.
Yesterday I found out he’s been watching porn and I’ve asked him multiple times if he has and he’s always said no. I told him this was a boundary for me at the beginning and he was completely fine with that. But on top of that I also found out that he’s been selling explicit content of himself because he wants attention. I try to be as loving as possible but I know at times I can be very cold and shut down, I don’t want to blame this on myself but I feel like I can’t completely put all the blame on him.
I’m struggling now with feeling like I’m not enough and he’s going to keep seeking attention from outside. He swears he only ever sent one video but how do I even know if that’s the truth. I don’t know if I should stay or leave. I genuinely thought I would marry this guy. I got out of a very abusive relationship and he is just the complete opposite of him so I thought he was different. I never thought he would hurt me like this. He wants to work through it, he keeps apologizing and says he didn’t know how to talk to me about the problems we were having. How do I trust that this won’t happen again? How do I trust that he’s not gonna cheat on me next time he feels like this?