I don’t think I’ve ever felt this loved
**I still don’t know how to process what my girlfriend did for me**
I honestly don’t even know how to write this without sounding like I’m bragging, because that’s not really what this is about.
My girlfriend is 22 and currently in Australia. She’s coming back to India permanently next year. She also has a loan of more than ₹20 lakh, so she’s not exactly in a position where I’d expect her to spend crazy amounts of money on me.
A few days ago, my mood was really down. I told her about it, and she suddenly showed me something.
A PS5.
I was like, **“What the fkkkkkkk?!”**
She had already bought it as a surprise for me *before* I even told her I was feeling down.
And apparently, she had been doing **double shifts** just to afford it.
That part completely broke me.
I had actually told her before that she shouldn’t buy me one because it was around ₹70,000 in India. I’m not a materialistic person, and honestly, I would’ve been perfectly happy waiting until she came back to India.
But after buying it in Australia, sending it to India would’ve cost another ₹30,000 or so.
So I kept telling her, **“Please don’t. Just bring it when you come back. We’ll deal with it then.”**
Instead, she sent me the ₹70,000 and basically said:
**“Go and faking buy it right now.”**
I ended up pre-ordering it today from the Sony Center at DLF because it wasn’t available anywhere.
And I don’t know how to feel.
I’m obviously happy. I mean… who wouldn’t be?
But more than the PS5, I’m completely overwhelmed by the thought behind it.
She had been working double shifts. She has a huge loan. She’s leaving that job after buying it. And she still decided that spending this money on me was worth it because she wanted to make me happy.
I actually feel guilty accepting something this expensive from her.
I told her that I only earn around ₹50k a month right now, and sometimes I worry that I won’t be able to marry her or give her the life she deserves yet.
And she just told me:
**“I don’t care about the money. I care about us. I can earn too. We can earn one lakh together.”**
How the fuck do you even respond to that?
I’m not a materialistic guy. I don’t think the PS5 itself is worth ₹70,000.
But somehow, this PS5 feels like the most valuable thing I’ve ever received.
Because every time I look at it, I’m going to know that somewhere in Australia, the person I love was exhausted, working double shifts, and still thinking about how to make me happy.
I don’t know how I found this girl.
She’s 22. She’s stubborn. She’s absolutely fucking crazy for spending that much money on me when I’ve repeatedly told her not to.
And I love her more than I know how to explain.
We’re going to get married someday. I don’t know when, and I don’t know what our finances will look like by then.
But I know one thing.
I don’t need to find someone who can buy me a PS5.
I found someone who, when I was having a terrible day, thought:
**“I want to see him smile.”**
And apparently, her solution was a fucking PS5.
I still can’t process it.