u/KuyaKrixitle

I was born into a country that is mocked,divided and failing its people, I am unattractive in short I am ugly from both sides, I do my best to achieve something I want but I haven't even got one **FUCKING ONE** and I am isolated, lonely, I didn't even enjoyed much of my teenage years, I spent much time on my childhood excluded from peers, I have a parents who always give a negative tone, and I'm too coward to kill myself.

God, sorry if I have to do this. I have no one to talk to. BUT WHY??? WHY???? I just want to be happy. I can't explain, I always apply your teachings, words, and I tolerated people regardless on who they are. But why????

So, since I am currently studying for the CAT. I also enrolled in the review center in order to use it to aid my knowledge on specific topics that will be on that entrance exam.

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Anyways 2 days ago, everything went as usual. I wake up, then prepare myself and then go and attend the review center that I am currently enrolled in and answer the answer sheet that is given to us.

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Since it is about general knowledge, some guy which I shared a table with didn't know the answer to the specific question. He was amazed at how knowledgeable I am when it comes to european-related topics especially when we answered as a team/table in the kahoot where we compete with other tables to get the correct answer in the general information.

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When we started playing kahoot, the atmosphere was tense, when earlier I was even afraid and shy to look at the faces on the person I share my table with. But when we have a little interaction, I am speechless to see a face that resembles one of my classmates whom I have last contact with when we graduate elementary. What's more shocking is the fact I saw in his id that his name starts with a similar letter and the four letter surname that has matching letters.

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I just can't believe that I have just met and befriended my classmate who always used to be my groupmate in group projects and sometimes used to be annoyed with me.