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The desire to be understood
The want to be loved
The need to be safe

All of the above.

These things…

Keep me up at night

My mistake is even speaking with you.
I shouldn’t have talked to you or allowed you to speak with me.
I shouldn’t have presented the opportunity for me to care.
I wish I could shut my heart up.

You’ve already broken my heart
It didn’t take much…
I was already attached to you.
That is how big of an impact you had on me.

Love isn’t a game.
There’s people whose hearts can’t take it.
I wish I never met you.
I see your heart and it is black as soot.

This heart of mine is in agony.
I dreamt of you for weeks.
Sweet dreams.
Loving, kind, blissful.

My heart kept on…
Thinking of beautiful things.
The most pure thoughts towards you.

Loving you despite every flaw…
Taking care of you…
Supporting you…

Giving you the realest love you could ever imagine…
Doing everything within my power to please you…

My heart.

These dreams.

You’ve already hurt me, love…

I’m restraining from messaging you.
Stop testing me and my feelings like that.
I told you how I feel.
You don’t have to play these games to see that.

Why couldn’t I be your person?

The one you’ve hurt over and cried for?

Why can’t I be the one that you’ve prayed for?

The one you’ve longed for?

Why can’t I be the safety for you?

“I could be fun, if you want. I could be pensive, uhh... smart, superstitious, brave? And I, uhh, I can be light on my feet. I could be whatever you want. You just tell me what you want, and I'm gonna be that for you”

“You’re dumb.”

I could be that.

Okay.

I’m done letting my fears project on you.

I’m ready to move forward.

Bold as a lion.

🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

You have the most beautiful eyes

That I’m scared to fall into

Hold my head on your chest

And let me listen to your heartbeat

Soothe my soul

And silence my fears…

Please🙏🏼

Yes you are.
You’re a player.
It does break my heart.
It hurts me and makes my heart sad to know that.

You failed the test.
Astoundingly, I am shocked and a bit bummed
I guess I’ll continue in life on my endeavors

Either tell me you dream of me…

You can’t get me out of your head.

You want me,

All of me.

Tell me you look for me everywhere you go.

Hoping to catch a glimpse of me.

Be obsessed…

Or…

Off With His Head💋

What a stupid woman.

To sit there and make such stupid decisions.

What are you thinking?

He won’t love you.

He doesn’t care.

They don’t care about who you are.

They don’t want to get to know YOU.

They want to get to KNOW you.

That’s the difference.

And until you stop looking for love in these places…

You are going to remain stupid.

Xoxoxo-your better judgement

All you do is love and break
You don’t know how to stop!!
You stay at the end of my sleeve!
Will you ever learn?

Why must you do this?
Stop falling for things that are going to hurt you in the end.

You need to think logically, Heart.

For once, please.

All you do is hurt me.

So…

I honestly don’t think it counts if you didn’t find me on here.
Right?
Wasn’t that the test I was applying?
It was.

Is it fate? Or something else

Bonnie and Clyde?

Slick….

Love,

It’s excruciating…

The gnawing within my chest,
and the hours of longing.

I can feel your existence…
But you are nowhere to be found

The times I dream of you,
With both passion and pain.

My soul is begging…
For your presence

The nights I lay in bed,
Hearing the cutting of the fan blades.

The empty space…
The void that is gaping within me

Where are you?

My soul is echoing out your name…

If by “fuck”…
You mean….

Create a bond that binds us together
So then I’ll be forever yours,
And you’ll be forever mine…

I could do that.

If you mean
I want you to be mine
Don’t let go or leave me
I want to lay claim to you
I’m all you’ll ever want or need

Maybe we could make some arrangements,
That way.

Wanna fuck?
What do you define as fucking?

If you want….
To look in my eyes and demand I’m yours…

I will fuck your brains out.

Wherever you are

Wherever you’ve been

I’ve been waiting for you

I am tired but I’m here❤️

Let me hold you.
Let me rub your back after a hard day.

Baby you are so tense

Let me work this out for you
Just lay on your stomach…
I’ve got you covered with my velvet hands
I promise I will make it better

I know you feel life can be so… tiring
Don’t worry…

I’ve got you baby.

Promise.

That’s all I meant to you.

You were just running game on me.

Approaching me… talking to me…

All just to ask me to sleep with you?

It was never anything more than wanting bragging rights to your friends.

Just wanting to be like yeah…

I did it.

Well, some of us have real feelings…

Real intentions
Real dreams