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Tell me you love me
Hold me with all of the strength in your arms
Tell me you want me.
Tell me you love me.

I love you.

I wanted to make love to one another
To vow to one another
Forever
I wanted you to look me in my eyes
And tell me
You’re mine
I love you
And me to say I love you
I’m yours forever
That was my intentions
To finally make love to you
To give myself to you fully
For us to promise forever🙏🏼

I love you.

“You’re sweet. You’re kind.”

But I’m also…

Loyal.
Loving.
Devoted.
Hardworking.
In need.
Lonely.
Misunderstood.
Completely in love with you.
Unseen.

Look at me.

See me. Please see me…

Hold me close to your chest
I want to feel your heartbeat
Play with my hair
Be gentle
Be easy
Love me slowly
Warmly
Never let me go
Be my shelter from the storm
Be my safe place
My haven
Kiss me softly
And let’s drift to heaven

Love me
Pull me in tightly
Hold me

And never let me go

Sweetdreams you handsome man ❤️

This is really what you want?
You want this?
It’s insane to me
How we are perfect for each other…
But you treat this like a game!!
It was never a game.
And I can still feel your touch.
I can still smell you.
I can still hear your heartbeat.

I love you.

Why can’t you understand that it reflects your worth and how much I value you?
Let me explain..
I don’t want to settle for having you for a period of my life.
I don’t want to have you temporarily.
I don’t want to get you and be worried when you are leaving or if you are going to start taking me for granted…
Then my fear cause me not be able to relax and be my best self, because I’m on edge and I’m scared I will lose you.
Does that make sense?
That’s what I have been praying about.

Also… I don’t want to get you and be the best to you, but in your head the level of commitment isn’t there.
You’re not in it for forever…
So then you have a foot out the door and are always questioning if there is better out there..

What if I am the best?

What if I AM the perfect one for you…
But you don’t go in full force and you leave question and room in your mind for the “what if there is better”…

“What ifs” sometimes cause people to leave gold for glitter.

I want YOU.
Not just once.
Not just for a few years.
I want you continuously. Over and over.
I know what I want.

And I don’t want you to forget who I am or my value.
Then make the mistake of causing fear in me, unrest, leaving me…

I want you to see what you have and finalize in your mind. This one. She is worth it.💯

I hope to meet you in my dreams🙏🏼

What do we do now?

I am tired of this…
I am tired of this distance
I’m tired of missing you

My man, my love

Let me adorn you with everything I have
Let your feet never have to hit the floor
Let me love you as a man should be loved

I want to kiss you
Celebrate you when you walk through the door
I want to pull off your shoes
I want to rub your feet
Kiss them

I want to rub your back
Massage your neck
Shoulders

I want to cook for you
Make your favorite meals
Set the table

• Let me write you love letters
  Poems with lip stain kisses
  Let me tell you how I adore you

Let me love you
And love me for it

I am tender
Soft
Sensitive
Loving
Gentle

I want to show that
I am tired of defenses
Humor
Hardness

Let me cry
Let me show the hurt
Let me show love
Let me be me
No more hard
No more defense
Please

Soft

Let me be soft
Let me be who I am inside
I don’t want to be funny
I don’t want to be hard
I want to be…me

The tender hearted
Nothing but love
Nothing but passion

I don’t want to be funny
I don’t want to…

I want to be soft…
I am soft
I am tired of being hard

I wish it was me
Being loved
Held
I wish I could be
The one you hold tenderly
Kiss softly
I want to be soft
I want to reflect how soft I am inside
On the outside
I wish that I could be seen
I wish my heart was the heart you treasure
I wish it was me
That you would look at
And say I love her
I can’t lose her
She’s everything…

And you’d never let me go

That’s one reason I don’t give your name out.
Or my name out.
Or huge specific details.
There are crazy people online who will pretend to be me or you.
I’ve had several accounts message me
Like “I’m HIM”

Listen this is a space to get out strong emotions and vent. If you found me, sure we could talk about it.

But I’m not out here trying to blast anyone or make anyone feel uncomfortable.

You would have to really SEARCH to find me.
And at that point if you found me I mean welcome to my diary I guess.

I just vent and write and let out steam.
Sorry if you have read other posts and think I wrote them from another account.

This is the only account I write on.
And yes. I’ve had someone pretend to be you.
BUT they don’t know your name :)
Only your initial and the nickname of “Slick”

:)

It’s all about loving you.

I’m acting pouty?
I love you.

I’m emotional?
I love you.

I’m talking sideways?
I love you.

So the BEST THING to do

Is whenever I am emotional or acting out…
Look me in my eyes sternly…
Say
Woman.
You’re acting crazy.
Listen to me.
You love me.
You are acting foolish.
Hush.
Close your mouth woman.
You love me?

Be quiet. I am going to take care of that.
Don’t worry. I WILL handle you.

And handle me accordingly…
Because all I want is you and to please you…
So help me remember… keep me in check…

Promise?

Love me upon seeing me
I want you to
I want to be the first thing on your mind in the morning
The last thing at night
Baby
Love me unconditionally
Look at me
And see your future in a moment
I want forever
And you to look at me
As if I am the only woman you’ll ever want or need
I want love
I’ll be yours
We will have to pray to keep it at bay
Baby
I want us to purify it
Keep it in check as much as possible
I will never hurt you
Or betray you
I’ll be yours forever

Love me at first sight
Move with love

Dear,
The man that deserves King treatment
Is the man that loves his woman
Protects her
Honors her
That is the man that deserves to be catered to
Adorned

Part of me needs you
How much you have drug this out
The pain… the torture
The longing for closeness
Safety
You see my hips?
I need bruises.
I NEED BRUISES.
I want the perfect outline of your hands.
Baby…
Please choke me…
Breathe in my ear…
You’re mine
Tell me and never let me go…
For once…
Just hold on and don’t disappear.
Hold me close and tell me
You’re not going anywhere
Promise me?
Promise me with everything in you.

Many men say they want a woman who
Loves them unconditionally
Takes care of them
Is faithful
Loyal
Loving
Forgiving
Honest
All of these things…

But they aren’t willing to commit
Give their all
Take care of her…
Love her unconditionally
Protect her heart at all costs

Men say they want a real woman
But don’t show up as a real man

Is that not unfair?
How do you want a woman with all of these qualities… but you are unwilling to meet her with the same dedication and intentions?