I'm scared of pursuing my interests!
I've been thinking about pursuing design and even applying to a design college, but I'm scared. What if I pour everything into it and still don't make it? What if it turns out to be the wrong decision entirely?
I'm scared of ending up broke, of not having a stable future. And honestly, in India, if you're not a doctor or a scientist or a businessperson, you're kind of nobody. I crave that prestige, the kind that makes people respect you, that makes you a good match, and that means something to your family.
But underneath all of that, I think what scares me most is failing at the work itself. Not what people will think, but actually not being good enough at the thing I care about. And I don't know what to do with that fear.
For those who can help: I have always been interested in Interior design. But when I started exploring design options seriously, I came to know about communication design. I am now stuck with two options: Interior design and Communication design, and tbh communication design makes more sense to me, as it can also be freelanced. But I'm still not concerned; I'm scared by uncertainty and the fear of losing. Can you please explain "why communication design" from your experience (if any).
Thank you.