Concealer: beauty bomb 01
Eyeliner: relouis 01
Powder: relouis
Shadows: topface pro palette 014 & 015, Anastasia Beverly Hills abh norvina collection
lip tint: luxvisage 05 wine red & 08 truffle
Lipstick: topface extreme matte 005
Mascara: b.colour ultima long and volume 5xl
Highlighter: b.colour
Foundation: vivienne sabo 01
(F17) I find it really hard to interact with people in general — especially strangers, and especially guys. I don't know why. I've never had any negative experiences, but when someone shows interest in me, I go into a complete panic.
People rarely approach me anyway. I don't consider myself pretty — quite the opposite, actually. Almost every person I've interacted with (mostly girls) has told me I'm weird.
Once at the gym, a guy came up to me. After he started showing some attention, I had a panic attack, hurt myself, and never went back to that gym.
Today, a guy approached me on the street. I gave him my contact info, but when I got home, I felt the urge to hurt myself again.
What's wrong with me? And how do I deal with this?
(F17) I find it really hard to interact with people in general — especially strangers, and especially guys. I don't know why. I've never had any negative experiences, but when someone shows interest in me, I go into a complete panic.
People rarely approach me anyway. I don't consider myself pretty — quite the opposite, actually. Almost every person I've interacted with (mostly girls) has told me I'm weird.
Once at the gym, a guy came up to me. After he started showing some attention, I had a panic attack, hurt myself, and never went back to that gym.
Today, a guy approached me on the street. I gave him my contact info, but when I got home, I felt the urge to hurt myself again.
What's wrong with me? And how do I deal with this?
My mother saw my scars. Again. I've promised her dozens of times that I wouldn't hurt myself anymore, but every time I couldn't keep that promise and relapsed. Right now I've been clean from self-harm for two months, but she thought it had already been a year. I have a scar on my leg that covers almost my entire thigh, and it's very painful for her to be confronted with this again. How can I support her without losing my own mind? I don't want to spiral back into guilt and shame, but I also don't want to hurt her more than I already have