
Happy or sad
Hi peeps,
I'm currently in my early 20s, getting closer to my mid-20s. I recently cleared a Level 7 Central Government post, one among the top-tier posts,after 2.5 years of toil and many sacrifices. I'll most likely be posted outside Kerala, probably in Bangalore or Chennai (I can choose between the two).
It's been almost three months since the results were announced, and the posting date is still unknown. Normally, the process should have been completed by now.
I was incredibly happy and relieved when I finally landed my dream job. But lately, I feel like I'm being unproductive and wasting my prime. I'm trying to continue my preparartion, aiming for a higher rank and a home-state posting next year, but I'm finding it very hard to stay focused.
A part of me keeps saying that many Mallus work outside Kerala, so maybe I should just be satisfied with that. This thought is pulling down my motivation to prepare further.
I've been spending time on self-care and trying to improve myself, but apart from that, I'm finding it hard to feel happy or satisfied with how my days are going.
I'd really love to hear your thoughts on this.