u/LexLoser69

I'm not doing great and have no friends to talk to about it so if anyone wants to talk to me that'd be cool. Thanks guys

So last night I was sleeping and I woke up abruptly like I was startled awake. I just opened my eyes and looked towards the doorway of my room that was illuminated by the bathroom light and I could kind of see the doorway but in front of it was like a wall of white and blueish dots almost? And they were moving slightly. Like when a video game won't let you go into an area kind of. I laid there for like five minutes staring at it and blinked a lot to make sure it wasn't my eyes. Wondering if anyone has seen anything like this before? I know I wasn't asleep and I wasn't hallucinating. My only thoughts were that the simulation didn't know I was awake

So last night I was trying to connect to Lucifer and I work with him often, but instead I believe that Belial reached out to me. I've felt him calling out to me recently and I've been apprehensive because I don't feel like I'm ready. But if he interfered and reached out does that mean he thinks I'm ready? What are your experiences with Belial?