u/LifeIsJustASickJoke

Ich wohne jetzt schon seit acht Monaten in Wien, aber ich fühle mich seit ein paar Monaten so richtig einsam. würde mich einfach über ein paar Freunde in meinem Leben freuen, die nicht oberflächlich sind.

Ein bisschen über mich (26), ich zeichne, backe, koche und lese gerne, gehe gern spazieren. In letzter Zeit spiele ich auch ein bisschen mehr Billard, Klavier und Schach. Aber wäre halt schön, wenn man nicht immer alles alleine machen würde, Falls jemand Interesse hat sich kennenzulernen, sendet mir einfach eine DM. :)

About me: I’m rather introverted and a bit reserved at first, especially in the beginning when I get to know new people. But once I feel comfortable, I open up more. If people knew my life story, they would probably understand why I’m like that.

I also really like drawing, baking, cooking, and reading. I’m currently learning to play the piano, and I go to the gym as well.

I moved to Vienna about eight months ago and unfortunately I’ve only made two friends so far.

Originally, I moved here because of a woman I thought was the love of my life. I wish it were still like that. But it turned out she doesn’t feel the same way. Since then, I honestly haven’t been doing that well and I often feel pretty lonely. :(

I try to distract myself and keep myself busy, because otherwise I just sit at home and feel sad. I like drawing, playing chess or pool, and going for walks. But it would simply be more fun if I could share it with someone. I often just miss having someone to talk to or do things with. And sometimes I end up not doing anything at all. What’s the point of doing something nice if you’re doing it alone? Most of the time, it just makes me even sadder than I already am.

So, if you feel similar and also find it quite hard to find friends and live in Vienna, just send me a DM if you want to. :)

I don't get it, guys. Why do people always act like having kids is such a huge accomplishment? Some people post every little detail on social media like the entire world is supposed to care. (Pregnancy updates, baby photos every day, gender reveals, ...)

Objectively speaking, having a kid is nothing special. Humans have been reproducing forever. It's one of the most basic biological functions.

I’m kinda embarrassed how much I just want a hug right now.

I’m just so tired of everything. Most nights I can’t even sleep because I’m staying up thinking about some bullshit that doesn’t even matter anyway.

It feels like I exist for no reason, just kind of thrown into this world and expected to deal with it just because my parents wanted to have kids. And in the end, life has no purpose anyway, whats the point. Like, I don’t get it.

I just feel so lonely lately. I don’t need some bullshit advice from people who never were depressed or anyone to fix me. I just want to cuddle up to someone and not feel like I should kill myself all the time.

But maybe some people will never find true long term happiness in this world. lmao