u/LimeOdd1223

i would love to know any songs that have a similar vibe all throughout

i would love to know any songs that have a similar vibe all throughout

they sound a little similar to me and almost feel melancholic in a way, hoping to find more songs that also feel the same

istg it has to be a bug lmao if you really pay attention you’ll notice he’ll say it so much lately!!💀

May 20, lost him. His ash box is there and I kiss it and hug it and no matter how hard I try to tell myself that he’s in there, it just doesn’t feel like it. How do I even cope? I’m reminded of his absence every single day. I still expect him before quickly realizing that he’s gone. My brain hasn’t processed it. 15 years of having my dog, just 2 months ago I was putting on his new pajamas. Now I can’t hold him. I can’t kiss his soft head. I can’t smell him. I don’t know what to do with these big feelings, I wish hugging that box felt like something meaningful but it doesn’t. The dog that once had the fluffiest white fur is now just in a tiny box. He’s gone. If there’s anyone who can just send some kind words i’d really appreciate it.

I’m 19 and my 15 yr old dog was set for euthanasia yesterday afternoon, but he passed in the morning with my mom right beside him. My mom was his favorite person, when he was younger he’d always follow her around and she was the only one who could give him baths. In his final moments, he extended his paw out for her until his heart slowed. It was peaceful, but he suddenly declined the days before. Not eating, extreme weight loss, sleeping for more hours than usual.. I knew it was his time.

I went to the mall with my family in the evening of his passing. The moment i stepped out of my house, a cardinal swooped by along with the biggest butterfly i’d ever seen. I’ve never seen a butterfly that big and bright before and it followed me all the way to the car. I like to think that was his presence. Then at the mall as I sat down, I witnessed not just 1, but 2 maltese doggies that looked just like him walk by. Different owners, but walking along the same path. Another sign of him. Shortly after, a song I associated with him started playing and that’s when I couldn’t contain my tears any longer.

The house is scarily still without him. The places where his beds and food bowl once resided are now empty. His sweaters are still neatly folded and his unopened cans of food are still waiting in the kitchen. I can’t even look at pictures of him. He was once a healthy happy boy. I miss him so much and I can’t believe he’s gone. I feel a bit at peace knowing he’s resting and in no pain…but I just want him here again.