u/Little_Anywhere_3670

Would having no inner monologue + aphantasia make you immune to mind readers?

Ever since I was younger, like as early as 11. I have never understood why people believe in most modern religions.

It simply just doesn't make sense, like how can there be some magical being constantly watching over humans every move?

And if you do something that magical being doesn't like? Well, apparently you are going to BURN for ETERNITY?

Like, how can you even prove this? Through a ancient book? Something that we don't even know who originally wrote it?

If that doesn't sound ridiculous, and possibly a bit crazy, then I don't know what does.

I also feel like many people only believe in religion to cope with reality. As this is definitely a well known phenomenon, that people will turn to things that give them purpose, that make them feel better when in distressed states. (Especially)

And in that case, it's religion.

I feel like religon prevents people from living the peace they claim religion gives us.

For example: Religious people constantly fighting other religious people for subjective beliefs, some religious people using religion to justify bigotry and hatred, higher ups using religion to control certain populations and discriminate... etcetera..

It's so ridiculous..

Val 21 or spring 22? I want to get either one but spring 22 is more pricey.

How well do you pass in your day to day life? And are you satisfied with the results of your transition so far?

Also, has your mental health improved? Do you feel happier within yourself?

I'm hoping I will feel much better. As transition is a long process but worth it for the cards I've been dealt. 😔🤞

I'm mostly lf other halos and adds

Random question, but once you start fully passing as a man, do you experience the so called "male privilege" in public spaces? (Or in general.) I saw a debate earlier saying transsexual men don't have it.

(I'm not super knowledgeable about this.)

I kinda feel hopeless about my future as a transsexual sometimes.

I just wish I didn't have this condition, it's genuinely ruining my life, and no amount of positivity or therapy would help the discomfort and mental suffering I have daily.

I don't want to transition or spend any money for something I should've been born with.

I don't want to feel unsafe and inferior anymore.

Now I'm obviously in a bad mindset, but genuinely who wouldn't be when you're a transsexual.

There's nothing good about this, and I'm debating on accepting that my entire life will just be one big cope. :(

(I really hope reincarnation is real LOL.)

I don't have much to say other then people being transphobic and not respecting or even hating transsexual people as a whole is becoming so normalized.

It's everywhere, every social media platform, every news outlet, every stranger you meet at this point is most likely going to be hostile.

I feel like there's no point sometimes it gets so bad.

We're genuinely regressing in modern society.

Sorry for the negativity, but unfortunately I have no better observations to make nowadays.

(Also what did we ever do?)

I've been playing royale high since early 2018 and all of that, but I only starting wishing consistently since 2023.

It's genuinely been 3 years of wishing like at least 4-5 times a day (10 hours) and never winning one. Even my sibling wishes on her account all the time. Saying that if she wins it she'll trade it to me.

But.. no luck! Nothing! I feel hopeless, I've been wanting to win a halo for years, and it really annoys me. I know it's just a game, but winning something worth millions of diamonds for completely free would definitely help a lot.

As I also farm for hours to get diamonds, so any free ones from the fountain (by selling the halo if I didn't like it) would definitely help me get to my goals faster..

I also want the badge really bad. And the experience. It's just been years, and I'm tired of it. I've never won one LOL. 😭😭 And I don't know if I EVER will. 💔

I am wondering, how has your life been being stealth and passing for a longer period of time? I want to know what to expect for my future, as I also plan to be completely stealth.

I am hoping it just feels normal, and it actually gets better. I believe it will.

I hadn't known much about what my placements were, since I hadn't looked into it much. But I find the three very accurate to my person, It's so interesting.

I don't see this talked about often anywhere really, but I feel like being transsexual has more to it then just the mainstream definition of it.

It has to be more then a "gender identity."

(Which I know it is more then just a identity, it's a condition that is treated with medical transition.)

But when I was younger, I would genuinely try to suppress the severe dysphoria that only got worse.

I would try to suppress the feeling that I was not what I was born as.

It would never go away.

And I still have no real idea on what causes dysphoria that severe.

Or why transsexual people exist, or how.

But we do, and I feel it has something to do with the brain.

(But, what is the cause?)