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So I passed my FMGE this time (DEC 2025) and it was my first attempt, I was so happy that day. I graduated in 2025 June, since then I am just sitting in home. I belong to one of those states whose FMG internship notice is not out yet and this is taking a huge toll on my mental health. 6 years of MBBS 1 years of waiting (that too if you passed in 1st attempt) and another year of internship so total it is 8 years of MBBS. in some states including mine People who passed June 2025 session have still not got internship. We are constantly in a state of fear that what might NMC might say next. so guys who have just took NEET or are going to pass NEET please don't go to abroad, because it is full of uncertainties.

My motive is not to fear monger here (to those in this sub who is planning to go abroad), even I was against those fear mongers who just rant about mbbs abroad and how FMGs are treated, but today I just can't help it. I am sad and I want to vent. I am not gonna lie I enjoyed a lot in abroad probably have had my best days, made incredible friends and studied a lot, Participated in Olympiads, quiz competitions international conferences, but after coming to India my own fuckin country is dissapointing me

I have called my state commision many times and all I get to hear is wait for few more days, I am 26 now soon I will turn 27 and still her without any job, no money in hand. I went to private clinics and worked there NGL I got to learn many things there, The doctor was so nice to me but yeah I was not getting paid.

At certain age when you see your old folks working, you feel bad for them and want to help them financially so that they could rest a bit, I can't do that too.

Few days ago it was mother's day and I couldn't even afford a gift for her, I had to ask my brother for some money so that I can buy her favourite cake.

I know that there are people around the world who have grave difficulties in life and there are FMGs who are still struggling to pass, I know that for now I am not counting my blessings, But I just can't help it, Not today. I am out of patience and I remember what Freddie Mercury said "I don't want to die, but sometimes wish I'd never been born at all"

Yes I could not scored well enough to secure a Government seat in India, I blame no one but me, I had all the facilities so that I can study and pass I have carried this regret whole my life, I worked hard for FMGE and I am working hard for PG exam, I want to correct all the mistakes which I made during neet ug.

So I passed my FMGE this time (DEC 2025) and it was my first attempt, I was so happy that day. I graduated in 2025 June, since then I am just sitting in home. I belong to one of those states whose FMG internship notice is not out yet and this is taking a huge toll on my mental health. 6 years of MBBS 1 years of waiting (that too if you passed in 1st attempt) and another year of internship so total it is 8 years of MBBS. in some states including mine People who passed June 2025 session have still not got internship. We are constantly in a state of fear that what might NMC might say next. so guys who have just took NEET or are going to pass NEET please don't go to abroad, because it is full of uncertainties.

My motive is not to fear monger here, even I was against those fear mongers who just rant about mbbs abroad and how FMGs are treated, but today I just can't help it. I am sad and I want to vent. I am not gonna lie I enjoyed a lot in abroad probably have had my best days, made incredible friends but after coming to India my own fuckin country is dissapointing me

I have called my state commision many times and all I get to hear is wait for few more days, I am 26 now soon I will turn 27 and still her without any job, no money in hand. I went to private clinics and worked there NGL I got to learn many things there, The doctor was so nice to me but yeah I was not getting paid.

At certain age when you see your old folks working, you feel bad for them and want to help them financially so that they could rest a bit, I can't do that too.

Few days ago it was mother's day and I couldn't even afford a gift for her, I had to ask my brother for some money so that I can buy her favourite cake.

I know that there are people around the world who have grave difficulties in life and there are FMGs who are still struggling to pass, I know that for now I am not counting my blessings, But I just can't help it, Not today. I am out of patience and I remember what Freddie Mercury said "I don't want to die, but sometimes wish I'd never been born at all"

It’s almost 4 months now and they still haven’t published public notice for registration, they could have at least started the process and I have also heard that there are people who passed June session are still waiting for the internship.

See its really good to do whole body checkup but I as a doctor think there is no point of uploading them here, I know people get anxious and everyone of us has this fear of clinics/hospitals and we Indians dont run to doctors frequently, we even cure cough cold fever at home. I saw one report and his/her lipoA was elevated significantly people were still concerned about B12, Well its really great that people are educated and they know things and they even advise you to visit doctors but what really concerns me is there are some people here who know little more and they directly jump into conclusions that "oh you have this elevated so now you gon have this" and these things create unnecessary fear and any supplements/vitamins should not be blindly started.

I really appreciate this sub, People are knowledgeable and kind and may we all be healthy and fit.

So I recently got myself a PS5 tbh it was my childhood dream to own a Playstation, I literally cried in class 9th for a PS3 but that didn’t happen We were middle class family and that time it was around 20K. Now that I have cleared one of the most important exam of my life I did get it and all my friends are like saying “Paise wala” and sh#t to me, they own Iphone pro max which costs more than 1L so I think it’s in the mindset “Shauk wale cheez ke liye 50K kharch kar diya” (he spent 50K just for the entertainment purpose), I own a basic phone

If you have old disc of that then please DM me. I am willing to pay.

So since 20 years I have been drinking tea twice sometimes thrice even 4 times but now I have got this acidity problem so I have quit tea finally it has been 4 days but since last 2-3 days I am feeling lightheaded, kind of woozy. I can do work normally I can do workout but I am dizzy specially when i lie down.

Have you ever had this symptom? Cos it is scaring me a lot

PS: I also have health anxiety

So I have massive health anxiety, people who know this will understand this. Even a minor symptom feels a lot to me I have undergone many tests,scans etc and I am always anxious that something wrong will happen to me. I have acidity problem and i have this occasionally right side chest pain which relieved within 1-2 minute but it scares me. Happened in past too and results came normal but now I am planning to book whole cardiovascular examination . Its so overwhelming and irritating I dont want to live my life like this always in fear of getting some ugly disease.

So I am getting these pain in right side of my chest (upper part) and it doesn’t radiate anywhere and resolves within 1-2 minutes and I burp a lot during that time but it doesn’t satisfy. I have this gas problem since long. I have had this symptom about 5 months ago and I was so scared that I went to see my doctor and Ecg came back normal. I work out at the gym everyday and during workout I do not have any red flag symptoms. I had pain today and I am so scared, will visit my doctor again

So I started playing Ghost of Yōtei and I am not gonna lie, this game is beating me up a little. I had completed Ghost of Tsushima on medium difficulty, so I thought medium on this one would also be manageable. Clearly, I overestimated myself.

This game feels much harder, especially during boss fights. So what I do now is simple, I play the whole game on medium, but whenever a boss starts destroying both my character and my self respect, I quietly switch the difficulty to easy or casual. No shame.

I am a doctor, I do not have the luxury of spending three hours proving a point to one virtual swordsman. Honestly, owning a Playstation was a childhood dream for me. When I was younger, I used to dream of having a PlayStation 3, but my family’s financial condition was not good enough back then, so it never happened.

Now that I have become a doctor, the first thing I bought for myself was a Playstation 5. So I just want to enjoy it, relax, and have fun not turn gaming into another stress-inducing responsibility.

That being said, I am genuinely loving this game. It is beautiful, intense, and really fun. Even though it is occasionally hurting my ego, I would still recommend everyone to play it.

Big round of applause to those people who play it in lethal/hard mode!

So I get these pain its mainly on right side and I have got ECG done and it came out normal. It lasts for less than one minute and it decreases when i stand up and walk. I have acidity problem. Please share your experiences cos this is freaking me out and due to anxiety i cant even sleep properly.