u/Logical_Fun_6140

People got an issue with the Death Manager making sure deaths happen properly, and making sure the HP doesn’t get overthrown by a bunch of arrogant humans thinking they are wiser than a being who is far more powerful, far more informed, and far older. Literally overthrowing the God who protects you from the “Dark Destruction”. 😑

I have yet to find any real justification for overthrowing The Heavenly Principles. The Jesters reasoning is essentially if they can kill me, how can I ever be free; with this logic why doesn't Natlan overthrow Mavuika or Fontaine Neuvilette.
Why shouldn't the Traveler with this logic not overthrow the Tsaritsa.

I love Genshin lore but lately I've disagreed completely with the sentiment against the HP and I feel like I'm just on a ride making decisions and selecting dialogue I don't believe.

Of course I'll continue the story to see it through to the end but I wish there were more nuance or just make the HP full evil bc I at least am detaching more and more every patch. Y'all's thoughts?

**ISTJ Si-Fi loop initiated by touch starvation.**

**The Experience**
I just experienced (as I have 2 or more times before) a very intense loop. It started as I was feeling extremely touch starved. Once a month or two I tend to have a few hours when I’m in my bedroom alone where I will feel an intense need for touch to the point where I actually start feeling an increasing ache in my shoulder and no matter how much I squirm around, squeeze my body or use blankets or pillows, I cannot get rid of the feeling.

**Looping Begins**
This at times leads me to a point where I’m spiraling in my head sometimes researching reasons why I feel the way I do or trying to find others who have experienced it. Mentally I get to this point of just focusing so much on how I’m feeling - thinking I’m stupid for feeling it (or that it’s fake) - but then pointlessly focusing and researching more into it - and the loop repeats to the point where I almost feel like crying but never do of course.

**Solution Looping (got there in the end)**
I found ways to mitigate the feeling but it’s like I wanted it to all stop but at the same time I didn’t or couldn’t get myself to actually stop it. After awhile of this I read somthing that told me to start with breathing and thankfully that te action I believe is what took me out of it. Now I’m fine and don’t feel intensely touch starved but it tends to happen every month or two like crazy.

**Conclusion**
Sorry for the essay. I couldn’t find anyone who had a similar experience so I thought I’d share it in case some ISTJ or someone else would feel validated by someone else’s experiences. (Though idk why I give a crap about validation, seems purely illogical lol)

ISTJ loop initiated by touch starvation.

The Experience
I just experienced (as I have 2 or more times before) a very intense loop. It started as I was feeling extremely touch starved. Once a month or two I tend to have a few hours when I’m in my bedroom alone where I will feel an intense need for touch to the point where I actually start feeling an increasing ache in my shoulder and no matter how much I squirm around, squeeze my body or use blankets or pillows, I cannot get rid of the feeling.

Looping Begins
This at times leads me to a point where I’m spiraling in my head sometimes researching reasons why I feel the way I do or trying to find others who have experienced it. Mentally I get to this point of just focusing so much on how I’m feeling - thinking I’m stupid for feeling it (or that it’s fake) - but then pointlessly focusing and researching more into it - and the loop repeats to the point where I almost feel like crying but never do of course.

Solution Looping (got there in the end)
I found ways to mitigate the feeling but it’s like I wanted it to all stop but at the same time I didn’t or couldn’t get myself to actually stop it. After awhile of this I read somthing that told me to start with breathing and thankfully that te action I believe is what took me out of it. Now I’m fine and don’t feel intensely touch starved but it tends to happen every month or two like crazy.

Conclusion
Sorry for the essay. I couldn’t find anyone who had a similar experience so I thought I’d share it in case some ISTJ or someone else would feel validated by someone else’s experiences. (Though idk why I give a crap about validation, seems purely illogical lol)