u/LoquatIndependent381

One is 9 year old Labrador retriever, and second one is mixed breeds and around 10 years old. I was only 8 when my family adopted them and now I'm 15. I feel like I didn't spend enough time with them. Also, them getting older just reminds me of how time passes and that my childhood is almost over. I dont want them to pass away, if I could I would give them years off my lifespan

Yesterday was my birthday and I turned 15. It was one of the most awful days of my life. My friends told me im old now, which I know was a joke but that made me so sad. I cried so much the skin under my eyes got red and painful.

I realized my childhood is almost over if not completely over. I mean im much more of a teenager now than a child. I tried to search for any memories from childhood in my head, but I dont have any. 15 long (well, short actually) years wasted on nothing. Every day looks the same. I spent more than a half of my life in school and I know nothing.

I know I won't get these years back. It's so depressing, Im kinda sad that I was born at all cause I wasted the happiest years of my life.

Yesterday was my birthday and I turned 15. It was one of the most awful days of my life. My friends told me im old now, which I know was a joke but that made me so sad. I cried so much the skin under my eyes got red and painful.

I realized my childhood is almost over if not completely over. I mean im much more of a teenager now than a child. I tried to search for any memories from childhood in my head, but I dont have any. 15 long (well, short actually) years wasted on nothing. Every day looks the same. I spent more than a half of my life in school and I know nothing.

I know I won't get these years back. It's so depressing, Im kinda sad that I was born at all cause I wasted the happiest years of my life.

For past 3 months ive been terrified of death. And by that I mean completely scared. I feel like I'm about to vomit from anxiety, my whole body shakes and my heart races. Whenever I have a "happy" moment I want to cry how it's the last thing like this in my life. It all will pass and I'll never get a chance again. I think of how every second im getting closer to an end. It is both physically and mentally painful. I feel derealization and im never present in current moment.

I am almost sure that there will be nothing after death and that's the worst. I won't ever meet my loved ones again, I imagine my body decomposing and it's awful. I wish I was never born at all.

I am so sad watching my pets age. I remember celebrating their 3rd birthday and now they aren't even playful anymore. It's so depressing that soon they won't be here anymore. I almost cry every time I see them.

Asking because I turn 15 soon and I feel so sad leaving my childhood behind

I am turning 15 this month and I want to be a child a little longer, I dont want to be an adult

I was born in 2011 and I am kind of curious if it will ever be possible for me to be immortal. Is it even possible?

I am 14F and my parents are both atheists. Since I was 11, I had a big, overwhelming fear of death. I have a great relationship with my parents, so I talked to them about that. They found my fear silly, because I won't be there to experience being dead. It wasn't too helpful though, because my main concern is that there won't be an afterlife and I will never see my loved ones again.

How do atheist parents explain this to their children/teenagers? Especially if they share my fear