I wanted to add Dan's smile lines as it's often visible in neutral state but maybe it just makes him look old. Also, I forgot to correct the eyebrow colour.
At least I knew what my final answer was going to be
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I first discovered Gracie when she joined Weverse. I searched her up, enjoyed Mess It Up and subscribed. Back then she had like 100k subscribers and somewhere around the same number of monthly Spotify listeners. I discovered probably after months that she was JJ Abrams' daughter and damn was I shocked, because I always thought she was an underrated niche artist. But I realised, hey, she is still underrated and niche. She isn't quite using her dad's connections for anything at all. Just wants to live a normal indie artist's life.
Then came This Is What It Feels Like. That was when I first fell deeply in love with her music. Became a fan. When she posted about Feels Like on Weverse, I was like, hey that is exactly what I feel like. That entire album, technically EP was so heartfelt. And afterwards, Good Riddance.
What I wanted to say was that, I have never related to an artist so much. Gracie was the first artist I found relatable. Genuinely felt like we could be friends if we met. Songs like Right Now, Camden... I have never related to songs more. I only ever used to listen to songs because of its music, which is great because I would simply relate to the emotions instead of the lyrics, but relating to lyrics makes you relate to the artist. Love the artist. Love their personality. I have refrained from using other artists as counterexamples, but might later in the comments. And I was so happy to suddenly see the 100k listeners from years ago turn into 40M listeners, because of The Secret Of Us. And so surprised too. Felt like, damn I grew up with the artist. She was even at 70M at a time I think. I just really love her dude.
Undoubtedly mine is Class Clown. Usually I have a hard time choosing favourite songs in general, but this one is so clear as day, as it is my favourite song in total. Entireity of my 1500 track playlist. Any song I have ever heard in my life.
I genuinely believe Class Clown is the best song to exist on Earth. I have genuinely never heard a more perfect, creative better sounding, unique and so many other adjectives song. I can't talk enough about this song. I could have never imagined someone to place the notes exactly the way he did. When I hear this song, I never am able to go "oh this part sounds sort of similar to this". And I bet you can't name a better song either. I did not know it was possible to make a song this good. I could just keep talking about this song. I have never had a singular favourite song before, but when I heard this for the first time, the answer was never clearer.
The fact Beatrice passed down the generational trauma received from their parents to Bojack, and somehow despite having no kids, Bojack passed the trauma down to Sarah Lynn. The kid who thought of him as her father figure. And Bojack returned that relationship with treating her like his heir, and passed down family trauma. But unfortunately in the worst way possible, Sarah Lynn ended that generational trauma, by dying without passing it down to kids. From Bojack's own hands. Bojack passed down every ml of his trauma to Sarah Lynn and killed her. At least, Hollyhock ended the trauma from both Henrietta's side and Butterscotch's side. By getting adopted. And also getting in contact with Henrietta, so she'd probably not continue the trauma Beatrice gave her.
Every single night, I feel so frightened to even fall asleep as I might get sleep paralysis in the morning. This morning too, I got one. Thankfully, it was a very short episode, barely 1 minute. But every time I get one, I feel extremely terrified of falling asleep for a few days, and slightly less frightened the following nights. But because every time I'm in college, due to so much stress, I get sleep paralysis every 2-3 days, so I'm just equally frightened every night. And that makes me sleep so late. Moreover the insomnia makes it worse. I went to bed at 12, and it's 2 right now and I'm wide awake. I hate it that every night, it's a battle I'm fighting. This morning, I genuinely thought I succeeded in letting out voice in real life during the episode, and that my roommate heard me, and would now wake me up, but it wasn't true.
Just saw a post talking about Dan's earrings, and I recalled how he has one of those stretched out piercings. You know how when you say a word, say key, too many times, it starts sounding weird? I googled Dan's earrings and they all of a sudden look so off to me on his now bald head😭😭😭 i keep recalling his story of getting a pound bill stuck in that hole. I wonder if he takes them off often.
And Black Swan isn't even my _favourite_ favourite song. Now I understand how the person who did this for Aurora felt like. I was simply just choosing the OT7 one or Title Track one, when I was given songs which I liked way too equally to choose. Also wth is fluff
Came up with this today and had to post
I'd prolly make one with a calculus question whose solution is 7, and one with some text which I'd paint in a way that it looks blurry, and make BTS question their already bad eyesight, including j-hope.
Guys I really didn't think the original Come Over would sound sooooo different from the leaked version😭😭 you're telling me we had been listening microwave 8 bit version of come over??😭😭
Like now I'm wondering if Sea sounds better on vinyl, I mean how can such an already good song like sea sound even better😭😭
So I always wondered who my closest type in BTS is. Like this was a genuine question I was concerned about, like I haven't had a bias in BTS in years and this would have helped.
Today I learnt that Yoongi does calculus when stressed??? Like bro I didn't know you were exactly my type? Henceforth I'd like to announce my new bias in BTS: Min Yoongi
I clicked like on raindance ad 3 times. It stopped coming. Now i sad.
If it's actually true, won't that be cheating the ad space purchasers? Also does that mean I should dislike the ad i like?
So I thought of experimenting with Wordle. I wanted to see if I managed to get the word in the 4th try, if I used ADIEU, BROCK and LYMPH as my first 3 words. I thought I'd experiment before actually mathematically calculating. Here are the results, and I think I can say it increases the chances by a huge bunch.
This experiment included me experiencing human errors. The number of experiments I conducted were 100. I used wordly.org
And also, if I'd get enough in the first 2 words, I'd directly jump to attempting the answer in the third.
I personally always use adieu as my first word. Slowly I developed a combination of 3 complementing words, adieu, brock then lymph. adieu to check the vowels. If there are none from adieu, Brock to check o and if there isn't o either, lymph to check for y. As none of their letters match, I eliminate 15 letters on spot. Usually I won't go till nymph, and get enough letters in adieu to try a new word. I'd usually only proceed to brock and lymph, when everything ends up in greens and greys. But I wanted to see if this combination can be used almost blindly, so ran this experiment. I proceeded till I got sufficient letters or reached lymph. Even if I didn't get enough letters, I'd stubbornly try to finish it in the fourth try by trying every combination. So, maybe even though you can finish it by the 4th try, it's not a feasible solution? If I wasn't stubborn, the results for 4 and 5 would have been close. I'm really bad at words, and usually can't do well in Wordle unless I just end up trying every single combination. I usually need as many greens as possible before I can think of what the answer could be. In this method, at least you have a 62% chance to get the word right in the first 4 guesses.
Every time I hear D-DAY album, I can't help but cry. A very specific type of cry. Eyes bulged and tearful. Face wet. But no expression on face. The only thing that speaks are the tears. Mouth slightly parted. Yet you can see the pain. A pain that the person is done with. A pain that a person hides. I cry like Yoongi in this image, but with more tension in face muscles.
To me, Sea feels like "searching for water (the sea) in stretches of sand (the dessert)"
And Swim feels like "Keep swimming in the sea you found even when the tides are high"
It felt like BTS finally found their "Sea" (ARMY), but season sometimes give strong waves and high tides (ups and downs of journey) but they gotta keep swimming through them to reach the good side.
My [21F] brother [19M] and my mother [47F] have always shown dyslexic symptoms. And because they both heavily confuse between left and right, it is much more believable to others that they have dyslexia, as identifying left and right is a common phenomenon. However, my symptoms are... Not visible to the public? Like people won't know I'm taking 30 minutes to read a single page if I behave normal in real life right. Why people never think I could be dyslexic. And because I'm still in college, I can't pay on my own to get checked for dyslexia. My current internship doesn't pay much.
My left and right is beyond perfect, due to my visualisation power, despite always being weak in directions. My writing isn't visibly bad either, though if I'm writing on paper, I'd make a lot of grammar mistakes. Write know instead of no. Or exchange other phonetically similar words. When I type, like how I'm doing so right now, I type slowly and reread to make sure I'm not making any known mistakes. Moreover my phone just underlines my mistakes. I'm very weak at forming sentences though. Usually when I think of a sentence, it sounds extremely odd. Back then whenever I'd comment on Youtube, I'd make sure it sounds right. These days i don't even care to use as much brain for a comment, and it causes my sentences to sound very weird. It can't be called completely wrong, because I try my best for it to have right grammar. But the words feel to have a very weird arrangement. As a kid, because at a point of time I'd get 33%, 50% etc in English, once in 7th my teacher asked me to go home and record the average time I took to read a page. It took 10 to 14 minutes. That too without understanding most of it. A smaller page, without understanding at all, took me 5 to 6 minutes. And I thought that was fast. I was so embarrassed to tell my teacher those values, I told her 5 to 6. She thought I didn't do the activity and so was making up numbers. Right now, when I'm reading a science textbook, it takes me 20 to 30 minutes to understand and read a page. A novel's page takes me 5 to 6 minutes to understand and read. Sometimes more. As a kid, I'd submit question papers without answering, if they were too wordy and thus incomprehensible to me. When I say the words out loud, I'm not able to understand at all. I often have to read a sentence 20 times to understand it. A five word sentence maybe 4 times. I can never understand when someone reads to me. I stutter a lot when reading out loud. I can never read continuously. It's like impossible for me. I often write or miss letters. There are some words I can never spell right. I can never catch up with a person speaking. And that is such a huge problem for me, because I'm always told I'm not listening, when I just can't process so many words at once. Even if I have processed a sentence, 2 sentences later, I'll forget what that sentence meant and would again get lost in the story. Even when someone asks me a single line question, I take a few seconds to respond. Despite this very visible symptom, people never want to believe I might have dyslexia, because they don't know this symptom is a dyslexic one. And I have always been amAZING at maths. Like amazing. So no one ever suspects I could have dyslexia, because it's a misconception that dyslexic people are bad at maths as a whole, when they simply have trouble doing mental math. Which I have always had trouble doing. But because I practice so much, and practiced even more during JEE, no one noticed. Though my dad time to time keeps saying that my math is really bad because my mental math is shit. And he thinks it's because I'm lazy. I always lose my place while reading. I can never visualise immediately when I read a word. When someone says bus, I imagine the letters b u s and not a bus. I have to practically translate it into an image. I don't quickly associate words with its meanings and only hear them phonetically. When I listen to songs, I can never understand what they are saying. All I can ever remember is how the song sounds phonetically. I didn't even know this could be caused by dyslexia back then. I find it difficult to find the right word to say. I find it hard to remember otps once I read it. I can never memorise phone numbers. I don't remember my own tablets number. Though because of repetitive practice, I remember mine and my mum's. I get so confused when I'm told to do many things at once. I get so easily lost at things. I often, because of not knowing how to say it, end up sounding rude. I get so lost when I'm in groups. I find it so hard to make new friends. I have so many hobbies i hyperfixate on at times and want to do everything I like. I get so annoyed when my planned routine is disrupted and not successful. Despite having so many things to say, I'm never able to use them to continue a conversation. The reason why I prefer typing, because I can always add. I can never do only one thing at once, and always have to do multiple things at once to not get lost. Despite planning I always like doing things spontaneously. I'm never able to understand a joke fast. It takes me too long. If I'm disturbed, it takes me ages to get back where I was, because I get lost. I'm always anxious about new things. I procrastinate things which feel heavy, a lot and a lot. I'm never free. I'm always restless. And feel guilty when resting. I don't even know if these are symptoms. But I can list so many more. And so many more I don't know of.
