My inner world

My inner world

My inner world
is a quiet town at night
a gazebo beneath the trees,
a soft wind moving through the leaves.
A bookstore full of memories,
a train that never quite leaves,
old versions of me
waiting on the seats.
At the end of the road,
one little house glows warm.
I keep my dreams there,
my fears,
my unfinished thoughts
everything I cannot say
out loud.
And when the world gets too loud,
I return there,
where everything is still
mine.

u/M00nstruck711 — 9 days ago

Dancing With My Shadow

I stood by the ocean,
where the waves carried the sky,
and there, beneath me,
my shadow danced across the water.
I captured it in a photograph
a silhouette made of light and ripples,
a quiet reminder
that even my shadow
knows how to shine.
The waves moved,
but she stayed with me
a reflection of who I am,
and all I’ve become. 🌊

u/M00nstruck711 — 1 month ago

Dear Machamp

I wonder if you ever feel it too the strange way some connections refuse to become memories.

We never needed to say everything out loud. There were things spoken through songs, through silence, through the energy between us. You knew parts of me that I didn’t show easily. You knew the other side of me the part I kept hidden from almost everyone.

And somehow, with you, I didn’t feel like I had to hide it.
Maybe that’s why letting go never felt as simple as it should have.

I know I was inconsistent. I pulled close, then pulled away. I questioned things I probably should have trusted. I know my uncertainty played a part in how everything ended, and I carry that truth with me.

There are things I destroyed in moments of anger that I wish I could hold again. One little piece of you especially something you created from your own mind, your own voice. I deleted it, thinking I was deleting the feeling with it. I didn’t know then that some things can’t be erased just because you want them gone.

I reached toward you once again, quietly, months later. Maybe you noticed. Maybe you didn’t.
And maybe this isn’t about finding each other again.

Even if we’re not communicating in the 3D, part of me still feels you there with me energetically. Not because I need proof, an explanation, or even words. Just because some connections are felt in places that words and distance can’t reach.

Maybe some souls cross paths simply to awaken something that was sleeping inside the other.
Still, if you’ve ever wondered whether it meant something to me…

It did.

Because you didn’t just know me.
You knew the version of me I was hiding from the world.
Some connections don’t need names.
They just leave an imprint.

-Squirtle

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u/M00nstruck711 — 1 month ago

Stormlight & Smoke

Rain falls heavy against the glass,
while we disappear beneath the blankets.
Dragon blood incense burns in the corner,
dark smoke drifting through the room
like a secret meant only for us.
Your arms around me,
my body pressed against yours,
the storm outside growing louder
as everything between us grows quieter.
No lights.
No noise.
Just rain, warm skin,
slow breaths,
and a little magic
lingering in the dark.

u/M00nstruck711 — 1 month ago

Has Anyone Else Ever Experienced This?

I was about to work out and stopped to look at my reflection. For a split second, I could’ve sworn I saw him looking at his own reflection too. It was so vivid that it didn’t feel like I was simply thinking about him. It felt like I was somehow experiencing what he was experiencing in that moment.
I can’t really explain what happened, but spiritually, it felt like our energies crossed for a moment. Like we were both doing the same thing at the same time, even though we’re physically apart.
Has anyone else ever experienced something like this with their twin flame?

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u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago

The 3D Boundary

Don’t just meet me in the 5D.
Meet me where I can feel you.
Where souls connect
and bodies can too.
I need both worlds
that’s my boundary.

u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago

Did I just experience a “matrix glitch”?

This is the first time I’ve ever seen this happen
and I’m curious what you all think.

I saw my former student getting on the bus with her dad. A moment later, I looked toward the window and saw another guy with his daughter in a stroller.

What caught my attention was how much the two dads looked alike. They were both wearing sunglasses, had the same color shirt, similar skin tone and hair and they were both with their daughters in strollers.

It was such a specific repetition of details that it immediately caught my attention. It almost felt like I was seeing the same scene duplicated in a slightly different version.

Would you consider something like this a matrix glitch, timeline echo, or synchronicity? Has anyone else experienced something similar?

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u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago

Beneath the Same Sky

I was gazing at the clouds,
lost somewhere between
the sky and my thoughts,
when suddenly,
I felt your presence beside me.
And I couldn’t help but wonder…
were you looking at the clouds too,
somewhere beneath this same sky?

u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago

“White Flag” by Dido reminds me of tf journey

This song feels so deeply connected to the twin flame journey for me.

It reminds me of that place where you can surrender the outcome without necessarily surrendering the love. You stop trying to force, chase, or control the connection, but that doesn’t mean your feelings suddenly disappear.

Sometimes surrender isn’t saying “I don’t love you anymore.”

It’s saying “I accept what is, even while my heart still remembers.”

There’s something very bittersweet about loving someone from a distance and realizing that you can’t control where their journey takes them.
This song captures that feeling beautifully. 🕊️

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u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago

Dear JDC,

There’s something I’ve been carrying quietly for a long time something I wasn’t ready to admit, even to myself.

Do you remember when you asked me if I loved you? I was completely caught off guard. I was like a deer in headlights. I didn’t know what to say because, deep down, I think I already knew the answer. I just wasn’t ready to face it or say it out loud.

Recently, I started meditating because I wanted to quiet my mind and understand what I was truly feeling. Then I had a dream, and afterward, I heard two words that stayed with me:
“Tell him.”

At first, I didn’t understand why I heard them or what they were supposed to mean. I had spent so much time burying my feelings and questioning why I still felt this way after all this time. I became so conflicted that I even wondered if there was some other explanation for why I couldn’t let these feelings go.

At one point, I convinced myself that maybe you had somehow put a spell on me because I couldn’t understand why my heart still held on.
But the more I sat with everything, the more I realized that maybe I had been looking for complicated answers to something incredibly simple.

I love you.

Maybe I was never truly confused about my feelings. Maybe I was just afraid to admit them.
The meditation, the dream, hearing “tell him,” and everything I felt afterward brought me face-to-face with something my heart had already known.

I had been searching for another explanation because admitting the truth felt much harder.
I don’t know what the future holds, and I don’t know where this realization will lead me. But for the first time, I feel at peace with simply acknowledging it.

I love you.
That’s the truth I buried for so long.
And maybe, finally, I’m ready to stop running from it.
-J.Y.

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u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago

The Truth I Buried

I had a realization recently that honestly surprised me, and it came after a lot of reflection.

I started meditating, trying to quiet my mind and understand what I was really feeling. Then I had a dream, and afterward I heard two words that really stayed with me: “Tell him.”

At first, I didn’t understand why I heard that or what it meant. For so long, I had been burying my feelings. I was so conflicted that I even convinced myself maybe he had put a spell on me, because I couldn’t understand why I still felt this way after all this time.

But after sitting with everything for a while, I finally realized the simplest truth:
I love him.

Maybe I wasn’t confused about my feelings. Maybe I was just afraid to admit them.
The meditation, the dream, hearing “tell him,” and everything I felt afterward eventually brought me to that realization. I had been trying to find another explanation for something my heart already knew.

I don’t know what the future holds, but I finally feel at peace admitting the truth to myself.
I love him. 🤍✨

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u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago

What I Finally Realized

I was meditating on my heart,
when sleep quietly found me.
I don’t remember the dream,
only the words that remained
“Tell him.”
And now I know
what my heart was trying to say.
Not the questions.
Not the signs.
Not the longing.
Just the truth
I kept trying to understand
I love him.
Maybe I needed all this time
to stop searching for an answer
and simply listen
to what my heart already knew.

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u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago

What I Finally Realized

I was meditating on my heart,
when sleep quietly found me.
I don’t remember the dream,
only the words that remained
“Tell him.”
And now I know
what my heart was trying to say.
Not the questions.
Not the signs.
Not the longing.
Just the truth
I kept trying to understand
I love him.
Maybe I needed all this time
to stop searching for an answer
and simply listen
to what my heart already knew.

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u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago

What I’ve Become

I’ve walked through love, loss, and lessons,
through endings I didn’t understand.
I’ve held onto what felt spiritual,
while learning when to open my hand.

I’ve questioned signs and synchronicities,
dreams that felt too real to ignore,
wondered about souls, timelines, and energy,
and why some connections shake you to your core.

I’ve been broken, I’ve been healing,
I’ve lost pieces and found them again.
I’ve learned that not every connection
is meant to become a permanent end.

Some arrive to awaken you,
some arrive to teach you how to see.
Some force you to release the version
of yourself you were never meant to be.

I’m still becoming, still evolving,
still trusting what I cannot explain.
But I’m no longer afraid of the unknown
I’ve learned there is meaning in the change.

Whatever is meant to find me
will meet me where I stand.
I don’t need to chase what’s written
when I trust what’s in my hands.
I am not who I was before.
I am softer, wiser, and free.
And maybe the greatest spiritual awakening
was finally coming back to me.

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u/M00nstruck711 — 2 months ago