u/MagicalSpaceWaffle

Just shift! 🥰

(I've never shifted btw)

I've been manifesting this SP since early this year and had only a few little things directly tied to this person happen. I'm almost starting to feel discouraged, but at the same time I'm just so certain that we'll end up together that it doesn't really matter? It's mildly annoying but whatever I can wait lol

Anyway, I don't usually find very many guys particularly attractive. While out and about today, they were EVERYWHERE?? Maybe it's just that time of year or something but oh my goodness why are there so many pretty guys all of a sudden? Last week there were two that made me stop and stare but today I lost count. For me this is very abnormal. I don't usually find guys particularly attractive, especially ones that I don't know.

And the funny thing? I don't care. I'm just not interested in any of them in the slightest. In the past I'd be all hopeful that maybe they'd look my way or something but now I just see them, think "oh they're pretty," maybe look at them for a second longer, and move on.

I don't know if it's at all tied to manifestation, but I think it at least shows some inner changes. It's not like I'm getting a whole bunch of attention like some people do when they're manifesting a SP or working on their self concept, but it's not like I want that anyway.

I've had a lot of recent really good luck that I think is tied to my manifestation. So, naturally, I thought for certain that this would work as well. I tried out for a play and was so convinced I would get a role, or at least a callback. I wasn't even nervous leading up to callbacks being posted because I was so damn convinced. And then I didn't get one. Like, I kept thinking I read the damn list wrong. I killed it in my audition. There are multiple roles in this show I would be able to fit. I don't understand why it didn't work?

They love doing this thing where they say that you might get cast even without a callback, but, uh, well it's complete BS. Even small ensemble roles get asked to a callback to see group dynamics (at least where I auditioned). At this point I'm still half expecting to be cast anyway, but I don't know if I'm just being delusional or actually "manifesting"?

Most manifestations don't really have a hard "time limit" for when they expire, but this one definitely does and I'm getting really close to it. I'm trying so hard to disregard the 3D but it's hard and I'm worried I'm just repressing how sad I am.

Any advice or recommendations would be wonderful. Hearing people having a similar situation and succeeding anyway is always very encouraging, too. I know it's not "too late" yet, but soon enough it will be.